Heart broken desu x/3

2009-06-15T13:43:00.000-07:00

2nd day without him.
woke up at 12 plus.
cried again.
till 4plus.
i sang, and cried.
my sis dragged me out.
came home.
sang again.

2009-06-08T06:00:00.001-07:00

I'm here to quote about a interesting fact(?) that I 'learnt' from Meg Cabot's book, The All American Idol:Ready Or Not.

For those who've read the book, should know that there's this column after every chapter that says, 'Top 10 Reasons It Totally Sucks/Rules BLAH BLAH'

And now I'm gonna quote from, 'Top 10 Reasons It Toally Rules To Be A Teen From United States'

'In Singapore, you have to get a special license to chew gum in
public. If you don't have a license, and if they catch you chewing gum, you can
be publicly caned.'

-______________-

Utter nonsense.

Seriously.

Have you ever heard of what, license to chew gum? No right? Who would be soooooooo lame to get a license, just to chew gum? Somemore in public. Who said it? -_-

Public. Which means that, we can chew gums in private? -_- I only know that, singapore do not allow gums, not that we HAVE to have a license to chew it. And somemore, who will have the patience to get a license for GUMS?? And, what propeties will it be on? Responsibility? Cleanliness? Hygiene? -_- So. Lame.

L. A. M. E
LAME.

Seriously, although I like her work a lot, doesn't mean that I can accept criticism towards our country, especially such a LAME one. -_-

I'm patriotic, whatever you say. =)

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On a different note, I needa go pack my stuffs, now.

Tomorrow needa go china!

Hee Haw!

Sian...

A Oldie Who Knows No Shame..

2009-06-07T09:17:00.000-07:00

A oldie who knows no shame.
And.
That.
Person.
Totally.
Happened.
To.
Be.
Someone.
Whom.
Is.
As.
Lame.
As.
MOI!!!!!!!
And.
That.
Person.
Totally.
Is.
No.
One.
Other.
Than.
My.
Science.
Tuition.
Teacher.
Shaun.
Wong.

LOLOLOL. I mean, seriously. He knows no shame. LALALA~
See this conversation between me and him.
Oh. And our nicks happened to be our initials.

!Shar says:boo!
shaun says:yoyo!
Shar says:-_-
!Shar says:yoyo.
!Shar says:sounds a bit..
!Shar says:a bit...
!Shar says:um...
!Shar says:er...
!Shar says:too old for you.
!Shar says:LOL!
shaun says:....
!Shar says:heehee.
shaun says:im very young OKAY
!Shar says:LOL.
!Shar says:OKAY!
!Shar says:=D
shaun says:its the hols
shaun says:you should be happy!
Shar says:LOL.
!Shar says:okay okay okay, pedo.
shaun says:why do you refer yourself as a third person?
!Shar says:-_____________-
!Shar says:I shall post this on my blog, then.
!Shar says:A oldie who knows no shame.
!Shar says:steady!
shaun says:....
!Shar says:And it happened to be.............
!Shar says:MOI!
!Shar says:TUTOR!

Lalala. The end.
And so you could totally see that I love pink.
And that Shaun is a Pedophile, which he later admits that he might be a Necrophile. So, yeah.
Everyone, beware! LOL.
And he very bad lor, when asked what colour he like so that I could dedicate this blog post to him, he said, 'same colour as your blog background lor'
What.
The.
Never die before one. Lols!

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And so today was a happy day! I went for tuition, and stuffs. -_-

And anyways, I read BOOKS! BOOOKSSS!!! IN BORDERS!

WHEE I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! =DDD

Let's see.

I read, All American Idol, All American Idol:Ready Or Not, And working on 100th page of, Queen of Babble In Big City.

People, be jealous! I LOVE MEG CABOT!

LOL~

Every book of her, after I read finished, gives me a sense of. I don't know how to describe, but a sense of satisfactory, happiness, delightness, romance, and heart flipping feeling. I don't know how she does that, but as I was reading the words, seriously, is damn happy. Don't ask me why. I don't know. I just know that I like to read. And I spent 1.30 - 4 reading in BORDERS and then 5.30 - 10 reading again. =)

Nothing could ever stop my reading. =)

Sorry for the fact that this post is too narcissistic. ><

2009-06-05T07:48:00.000-07:00

Disorder Rating Information

Paranoid: High more info forum

Schizoid: Low more info forum

Schizotypal: High more info forum

Antisocial: High more info forum

Borderline: Very High more info forum

Histrionic: Very High more info forum

Narcissistic: Very High more info forum

Avoidant: High more info forum

Dependent: Very High more info forum

Obsessive-Compulsive: High more info forum

2009-06-04T20:19:00.000-07:00

Music Quiz!
1) Set your music player to shuffle an answer to the questions!
2) Tag 20 friends to do this quiz!

IF SOMEONE TELLS YOU "YOU SUCK", WHAT WILL BE YOUR RESPONSE?
Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
um..punch their face down? LOL.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Candles - Hey Monday
Er!?! All the games you played, the promises you made. XD

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT TODAY?Fergalicious - Fergie
Wha, this is so no link. NAW! I feel like Sharilicious! =D

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?Until The Day I Die - Story Of The Year
Um. Love until the day i die. =) Should I bite my tongue, until blood soak my shirt??

WHAT DO PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU?Insomnia - Wheesung
Um. They hate/love me till they insomnia?? LOL.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?Hysteria - Muse
OMG. I totally feel that. NOT! is the opposite!

WHAT DO YOU DAYDREAM ABOUT VERY OFTEN?The Potential Breakup Song - Aly and Aj
Um. Want to have a BF so that can break?? LOLS NO LA.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?Dirty Little secrets - The All American Rejects
Um...I want to know his secret.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?E Zuo Ju - Ariel Lin
Um. Tio pranked by people?

WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH A MILLION DOLLARS?Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
Get rid of the bleeding love. That's IF i got.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?Ze Me Ban - S.H.E
Um. What do i do?? -_-

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?Stop and Stare - One Republic
LOLS. Stop and stare at him ?

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?Love Story - Taylor Swift
Um. -_- This is damn bo link!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
Um. LOLS. Nice title and rhythm. But no thanks. So emo! )=

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?Ur So Gay - Katy Perry
WDF. I'm so NOT gay! This song should be for Daryl and Ryan okay!

WHAT DO YOU DO IN YOUR FREE TIME?Poker Face - Lady GaGa
Um. Poke your face? (Poker Face sounds like poke her face XD)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?How To Save A Life - The Fray
How to save my own life??

What do you think about your friends? We Rock - Camprock
HELL YEAH! WE ALL ROCK ON!

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?6 Months - Hey Monday
Um. Left 6 months to live?

HOW WILL YOU DIE?Cute Without The 'E' - Taking back sunday
Um. Die being cut? EW! And not cute at all! SO SAD )'=

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?Fall For You - The Secondhand Serenade
YES! FALLING FOR YOU! Cause tonight will be the night that I'll fall for you, over again.

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID ON THE PHONE?Xin Li You Shu - Fahrenheit
Aiya, the person xin li you shu can le, don't need tell you. XD

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?Clumsy - Fergie
When I'm Clumsy?? LOLS.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?Last Christmas - Taylor Swift
Last Christmas, cause i gave you my heart, but the very next day you gave it away. )=
And this year I'll definitely give it to someone else! FREAK YOU MAN!

WHEN WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?Shut up and drive - Rihanna
Um. Ask the driver?

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?Crush - David Archutela
Um. Maybe? -_- FRIENDS!

WHAT'LL BE THE LAST THING YOU SEE?Ye Zi - Ah Sang
Leaf? Why so lame one.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND CHANGE ONE THING, WHAT WOULD IT BE?Hao Hao Ai ^O^ - BY2
I'll make you love me! =D

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?Yue Lai Yue Ai - Fahrenheit
Naw, Yue lai yue bu ai le.

2009-06-03T03:05:00.000-07:00

Heyyos.

I'm here again. LOL. Sorry for not posting yesterday, I was doing something else. Later tell you what I was doing. =D

Hmm. Had sucky results. REAL SUCKISH. T_T

Let me post my results on the blog. So that all of you can laugh WITH me. =D

Now where's my report book?

Hmm. Stacked under my brother's report book. o.O

Actually I haven't even studied my own report book, LOL.

So my English Language got C5, combined. -_- (55.8)

And Higher Chinese got B3...ZZZ. (65.6)

With Mathematics scoring A1, =D. (83.5)

And Science with B4, T_T. (61.1)

And Geography A1. (79.0)

And History A1. (77.8)

And Literature B4. (62.5)

And Art A1. (Thanks to phyllis!) (76.0)

And Home Economics(REP!) A. (70.0)

My total was, 631.3/900. -_-

Percentage 70.1.

Class position 4/31. (My class damn small ;o)

And for the HORRORS OF HORRORS.

My level position was.............................115/441!

WALAO, my class so noob one lor, 1st is 75th in level, okay!

Loyalty is damn pro! 1st 2nd 3rd all from LY, I think.

Rouying from 1LY gotten 1st in level, sia! PRO RIGHT!?!

-claps claps-

And so my L1R5 was 7, and R4 9.

Imagine this. I want to get into TJC. And let me calculate my aggregate. Hmm.
9 X 4 = 36
36 - 2 - 2 = 32

So my aggregate is 32.
Including CCA(provided that I can get A in s4) and Higher Chinese.

TJC's COP is what uh? Um. 6.

HOW THE SHYT DO I GET IN SIA.

Okay la. I multiplied by 4 cause I thought s4's standard might be 4 times higher, aiya. Rough estimation la. At least must motivate myself right? =D

Never mind.

I'm being retarded.

My remarks was, Sharmine is a hardworking student with a due sense of responsibility. Needs more effort in her language subjects.

LOL!

When am I hardworking??? And when am I responsible?!?!

SO FUNNY SIA!

Miss Cheng you OWN lor!

I just realised, OWN comes from the word WON. Maybe somewhat typos made the word, OWN so popular. HAHA.

And Pwn happens to come from the word OWN as the World of Warcraft creator typed own or won wrongly, and thus became pwn. (This is what I heard.)

Sua, why are we talking about stuffs like that.

Oh my god, as I was typing my scores right, I've got the tendecy to go and put 3 significant figures sia. -_-

I'm getting too addicted to Maths. -_-

Should go and unwind more, le!

MUAHAHAA.

I was recording my voice yesterday, LOL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Li8yKKefzCA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_O6WJ7okpOQ

And editting the song, of course. I learnt from the Windows Movie Maker IT workshop kay!
See I've put it to good use. ^v^

And so the first link is Hao Hao Ai ^O^ by BY2

And the second one is Xiao Pi Qi by Genie Zhuo.

=D

Byes!

2009-06-01T10:22:00.000-07:00

Hellos, I'm here once again.

LOL.

A little joke.
Anyways, I was walking with my sister to the Kallang Leisure Park when we were crossing the road to the Macs there. Then it's like, we were chatting half way.

Sis:Blah blah blah.

Me:Blah blah blah.

Sis:What if the traffic light suddenly turn red?

(Traffic immediately turned red.)

Me:Ahh! -Stones there-

Sis:-Pulls me to the other side-

Lol, seriously, my sister is a big mouth!
When she said it, the light turned red.

And we happened to be in the middle of the road.

And I was stunned by her accuracy, and stone-d there. I could have been hit by a vehicle! Hahas. Stupid me.

-Skip skip-

Then we were walking through the Macs when I suddenly remembered what happened when Me, Jess, Crys, Gennie, Justin, Nic, and someone else was walking from the Macs to the bus stop.

We saw a enormous rat running across the grass from the garage to its little 'home'.

We all stopped and see. (Paiseh, suagus.*)

Then Gennie suddenly went up to the Garage door and kicked.

Two rats dashed out.

They were seriously big la, like the size of a puppy.

Scary. (Shudders)

And I seriously admires the guts of Gennie to go and kick those smelly door. PRO!

Hahas.

Back to the future.

Me and my sis was strolling along the long pavement to Leisure right, when a bus went past.

My sis was like, 'scarly ah boy inside.'

Cause we were waiting for my brother. Then guess what?

He was really in the bus!

Then I started running across to catch up with the bus. (I'm lame, hahas.)

Then it was like i ran half the pavement then I realised my brother alighted at the stop -_-

LOLS, what a fool I am.

And she is really scarily accurate!

Oh wait, I always am one. =)

2009-05-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

Hellos again, guys and girls.

Today is a bad bad bad day D=

Woke up at 6.45AM as usual, and dressed and stuffszxc.

I was trying to find my library book, Peaches, which is overdue for 20+ days i think...X_X

But still can't find.

Then i tried to find my comb. Also cannot find. =X

My things always fly away T_T

Sadsadsad.

When I reached school was about 7.30.

Could hear the National Enthem being played x.x

LATE!!

Bad luckzxc.

I was caught by the counsillors. I filled in the offence form, the second time. ):

Sian, i'm the only one at that period of the time. I sat down on the chair, as death began creeping.

Then got one guy came, lols.

Finally all the announcements and songs ended, and i followed the counsillors to the yellow line. Seriously, so many people were staring lo. Most of them i know..T_T

Then began standing there, as the crowd began to clear.

Many people started coming to the yellow line also, as they walked by the front gate. LOLS. HAHA. I not the only one =D

Then Mr Ryan Chia came...And say what, Mr Chua said this whole week students if late is detention already, no second chance...T_T

And so i went back to class.

No teacher.

The moment i said i need go detention right, the boys were jeering, and singing stuffs like, "I no need to go DETENTION~".

What. The.

-_-

Lols.

After threatening to kick some of the guys, one counsillor came in and asked us to go to the concourse to make our account. We're supposed to key in our NRIC number and then record our thumb prints 3 times to make the account o.o

And after making right, when school reopens, we're supposed to log in with our thumb print and the system will take photo of us, and key in our NRIC number and then a message will be sent to our parents. hais.

Then we went to the basketball court to assemble for Maths Day. Then we were grouped into our own groups, and then started to record down our team members names and stuffs.

And and, 2FG'o9 class tee is damn nice!!!!!!!!!I LOVE PINK LOLS. AND SOMEMORE OMFG. SO COOLzxczxc. I saw FQ and Luc! LOLs, both of them changed a bit ehs, looks cuter and shuai-er! =D

Then we began our maths trail. My team members are, Ranchel<33,>

My first station is 'How big is the CCH lake?', C2.

We're supposed to find the circumference of the lake by using any creative method...bleah!

Sian...Obviously we used the easiest and most conventional method, counting of footsteps.

We split into two groups, I started from the new classroom block, nearer to the computer lab one.

I alined my feet very neatly okay, and got a number of 444 steps. wow. so cool. LOL.

Somemore the lake Mr Low mentioned before is 200m, leh!!

Then i was like a berserk running around and walking small steps. And somemore the sun is quite scorching, hahas.

Then when i finished counting, Ranchel helped me to measure my shoes. =X

Don't want say how many centimetres.

Hahas. Mine's humongous! :X

Okay, anyways. We calculated and so on, then the station master was taking a very very long time to calculate our marks and to give a chop and everything. -_-

Then we got a score of 5/20. Pathetic.

We went to the next station, C3.

Sudarno fullstop(cause he kept saying his name is sudarno. , pointing to his nametag.) the faciliator was there, cum my guitar senior. Got one faciliator from Guitar also. She damn cute!!!

We are supposed to pour the water over to get 40ml in the 80ml cup and 50ml cup, leaving the 30ml cup empty.

The 80ml cup is filled to the brim at the beginning.

Lol.

We actually wanted to take 80ml pour into 50ml, leaving the 50ml cup full and 80ml cup with 30ml left. Then we took the 50ml cup and poured into the 30ml cup, getting a 20ml in the 50ml cup. We actually wanted to do this step again, when we realised cannot repeat, as we don't have another cup. Then we started to estimate, D=.

Then we anyhow pour lor, and then the cute guitar senior came to measure our water, with a medicine bottle. SMART LOR! =X and then we actually got the exact 40ml. Cool right! LOL.

Then we started on another game. We're supposed to read the words aloud, but when the word is like brown, we are supposed to say green. So it's like kinda, um, reading out the colour instead of the word. LOLS.

Then it's like, there's a long string of words la, then we're supposed to say it very fast. And if we read the word wrongly, we must restart again while the timer is still timing, hahas.

All four of us did =D

Mine was the fastest, with a period of 13 seconds. MUAHAHAHA. I OWNEDDx.

Can't remember what score we got...><

We went to the next station, C4. We're supposed to measure one step of the stairs at the library block, the one at the piano there.

And so, we took a ruler and measured. Forgotten what's the measurement. Sorry, STM. Anyways, we're supposed to calculate our timing for the two flight of stairs, then Ranchel started running up, and her time was 5seconds. Next is Jingyi, and she took a total of 4seconds, proness! I'm the last, and I took 5seconds too, hi5 Ranchel. =D

Then we started calculating..Sorry I still can't remember as I really have a very very very bad memory. ): This score I could remember it so clearly!!! ROAR! It's 2/20!!! So pathetic, can?!

Hais, moving on. Me and Jingyi ran to 1MD classroom for UnoMania, C1, where we're supposed to play Uno. Lol. Not the conventional type, of course, but the Maths Trail type. =) While Jessica and Ranchel ran to the another flight of stairs to find the station master for the score, and we got 2. ):

When we reached, the other classes haven't reach ): We're supposed to play with them. Anyways, 1LYo9 reached 2nd, then followed by 1RPo9. MUAHAHAA, 1ITo9 OWNNEDDx! By speed, not accuracy. LOLS.

Then the other station master, C4's, called the Benjamin, our station master. And he asked Benjamin to add a '0' to our '2'. So in the utmost end, we got 20! =D

-HAPPYS-

And so, we're supposed to like, send one representative, draw one question card, then do within one minute, and then must give the correct answer. And then you'll either draw a card, or exchange a card(We have 3 at first). And I dam* unlucky, got 3, 1, 3 at first. The winner is the group that first reaches 30. =) And we uses the Uno cards to accumulate points. So I've gotten 7 at first ;o

The representatives from LY is, Iris! =D And me! And RP I don't know who, hahas.

The first round was easy, mine was Fibonacci sequence, 0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, __.

Hahas. But I very dumb ;o, I went to exchange card, and got 7. x.x

And I could remembering getting two other questions wrong, as I never simplify and I never express to cents. -_- Time restriction ;o

So we lost this game, too. Sorry Ranchel, Jingyi and Ashley! T_T I very noob sorry!

So in the end, we got 53/80. Not bad right! =DDD

LOLS.

Then we went for recess. Then came up classroom.

I was like, "Jessica!!!Late already!!!"

Then she was like, "Aiya, you go see the class photos first!"

And this went on and on -_-

In the end, we all got late. We was late for the Mind Your Money Boardgame for like, 10 minutes or so? And Miss Tan SJ was screaming her head off scolding us ;o

Then we hurried into the room and everyone else was like staring at us? Hais. I hate the attention.

Crystal's at my opposite, whereas Jessica resides beside her, and Donovan lies beside me. And the banker was from 2CR'o9! Their class tee also dam* nice! Coolzxc. Then the stupid Nicholas was sitting back to back with me, as he's at the next table and very squeezy -_-

Then he keep pushing back lor!!!! Make my back ache sia! And somemore I having my ahems. Back already pain enough, he still go worsen -_-

And and, our table number was 13!!! My favourite number! =D

Oh and, Mind Your Money was from Northlight Secondary School. =D Thanks to them we're able to play and bond together with each other during this short little game.

Anyways, we played. I used blue figure; Crystal's green; Jessica's red, and Donovan's yellow. HAHA. Yellow yellow dirty fellow!

Then we played and played. The first to start is none other but the Queenababe, Jessica! And followed by the infamous ShaR! And then the cutie Crystal! And the dirty fellow Donovan! LOLS.

The banker for our table was very cute! She's quite pretty also lo! LOLS. And and, me Jess and Crys right, kept being retrenched and stuffs, but then when Donovan was retrenched, she actually cheered for us! =DD So kind right! <333333

The best player I think is either Donovan or Jess. I got $2774.60 I think. Crys's is $75.50! LOLS.

And then we went off. Gennie and Crys went to the toilet and I went to the flagpole at the volleyball court there, hoping to see KC or FQ, or LUC. But none of them was there. ): Sad.

Then we went to Grand Audi. Hehs, secondary twos are there! =D

2FG is right behind 1IT'o9 sehs! SHIOK. Oh and Jess said FQ quite cute, better than the other seniors and she tried to flirt with him, but then she too lazy to. -_- (during the maths trail)

I could see FQ and Luc lor! They so cute~ LOLS.

Sian. The financial talk is so lame...Everything learnt/read before le..Just go read Rich Dad Poor Dad by Robert T. Kiyosaki. Then somemore the person kept throwing stuffs around, and into the same place! I swear 1JT or don't know what class at the same position had at least 4 la, so unfair! ):

So boring~ But the timeline thing really get us all hyped up! Cause the timeline right, we must tear away the paper ma, so we got like a lot of pieces. Then i took one and threw at Daryl. Then we started throwing each other, Ryan and Nicholas joined in too. LOL.

Then I started collecting the paper balls, and I got like, dam* lot! And I asked Wenqi, to or not to. She said not to. I asked Gennie, she said, to. Actually is like this one, if to right, is aim everything at Nicholas. If not to right, is Ryan/Daryl. Then in the end, Gennie dared me to aim at Daryl. And so I did. People who know me should know that I'm not the kind who's not willing to take up dares.

Then I just threw, and then Daryl is like 'walao!'. And somemore a lot get in his pants =X Sorry uh Daryl!

Then in the end they picked up everything, and Ryan just threw at me -_- Then quite pain sia, the pressure quite high ;o. Somemore a lot went in my shoes and shirt. Then Gennie was like saying, 'later trapped in your bra how.'

'-_-'

Then we did some stuffs, then s2 went home. They very noble lo!!! Marking day still come back for us! THANKS ALL SECONDARY TWOS WHO HELPED =D THE TRIP WAS VERY VERY NICE!

shargua ;o says:
did you read my letter ;x
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
haen
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
*hven
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
so much
shargua ;o says:
so much?
shargua ;o says:
o.O?
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
you write so much
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
I lazy read
shargua ;o says:
):
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
another day den read
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
today bad mood
shargua ;o says:
Ohkays.
shargua ;o says:
You okay?
shargua ;o says:
You can scold me if you want.
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
crazy
shargua ;o says:
Just don't be angry/sad!!!
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
crazy
Elfin To be forgotten is worse than death; Sudarno the Elf LOL how crazy -,- says:
and irritating
shargua ;o says:
orh...

2009-05-25T04:16:00.000-07:00

HAHAS, HELLOS ALL.
I know i haven't been updating lately, as there are a few problems and I always seem to fell asleep or something happened and I can't save my post.
Sad, right?
LOLS~ Recently played back MapleStory once again, as life is simply too boring. Joined back my old guild, LoveArrow. =D

LOVEARROW IS LOVED!!

Lols, fine, escapee from International Mental Hospital is here! =DDD
Boredom~~~
Yesterday went GameFest2009. Walao, AsiaSoft only got one little booth, so pathetic, HAHAS.
And somemore there are a lot of uncles and aunties, LOL. I don't know why, but they were snatching the free gifts, LOL. SAD~ I didn't get any stuffs!!! My sister got a Maple skull bandana, and I bought the 60k set. Includes a MapleStory Tee(?) and some coupons for exchange. MapleStory the coupon items is Pink Bean Weapon, whereas AuditionSEA is a White Tee and Green Berms I think.
LOLS, I just realised the one who initiated me to play MapleStory was Xavier, and I started with Delphinus, but i never play already :X, i am playing Aquila now! =D Anyone want add add sharmine1997. And yesyes, my name is lame, even disclosing my age. Whatever. This account was created 4 years ago. When the worlds available was only Aquila and Bootes, and my eyes are red, instead of black, which is the default eye colour now. I'm a old-ie in Maple!! MUAHAHAHA. Hais, but i so noob, pfft. Shucks. Anyways, I'm now in Cabin To Orbis, Away From Keyboard to blog, as i realised i didn't update for so long. Hmm, going to Orbis then to Mu Lung to see if i wanna change hair. :X But I'm certainly gonna change hair colour to RED! LOLS.
Now riding the Pelican or something, to Mu Lung.

LOLS, kays, sorry I realised i have been boring you guys with my Maple Talk.
Andand, I got hacked in AuditionSEA! I bet you guys think that it's retribution, but whatever. LOL. Sian, my old password only 2 people know...Who is it?? Anyone knows -YOU-ELMOx33???
nevermind nevermind. I'll take the 15k as charity. =) And MAple Episode 2 is cute!!
MAplers all so cute, big head small body. And no fingers. LOL.

Reached le, now going AsiaSoft top up cash =D.

Oh and saturday went Heart of God Church for Red Rain Concert. Cheryl invited me, Crystal, and we asked Donovan along. I woke up at 12.25PM(WOW), as I slept at 5.00AM last night, lols. Then dressed and blah, and met crystal at Paya Lebar Mass Rapid Transit, LOLS. She was wearing a blue shirt that looks a tad short on her, and denim jeans o.O As usual, she tied her hair and clipped back her fringe. Sian, Crystal, change your looks leh!! I was wearing a 'Music is spiritual' white tee, and black jeans which is from my mother's shop. HAHA, a few people agreed that music is spiritual =D then i walked to City Plaza with Crystal for our lunch. We went to 5th floor's food court and ate o.o Crystal wastes food! LOL. She ordered Fish soup and rice, but she couldn't finish the rice and soup. She only ate some fish and some rice. So waste lo, hahas. I asked if the shirt was bought like during 2007, and she said i was correct. AHA! She outgrown her shirt so obvious, HAHAS. No offence my dear and sweet Crystal<33!!><. Then it's like the host was introducing the Auditorium and stuffs. And they started interviewing the Red Rain members. Steve Turner was the bassist, David the drummer and stuffs. They gave us a red light stick, with a red string attached to it so that we can hang around our neck or whatever you want to do with it. Then the concert started, and i guess the concert was not too bad, but Crystal and Donovan didn't seemed high at any part of the concert AT ALL. Both of you uh...tsk tsk. SAD, couldn't find the wikipedia page of REd Rain o.o NEverminds. Oh, Mii Chiang from 1MD and Kelvin from don't know what class was there too. Then half way through the concert the host, Evelyn was saying like how her life is perfect, but she always felt this emptiness inside her, and that she was born in a biased sex family, so she was always trying to prove herself to her family and all that. And she said that she had a little fame, money and stuffs, but she wasn't happy until she invited God inside her life. Hmm..Oh and by the way she's the host for some Okto programmes i think. And after that the Red Rain was like saying their life story, when the lead vocalist was 16, he and his brother Steve Turner was at the beach when the wave carried Steve away, and then he went to catch his brother and then they were at the sea, tired, then he started remembering about God then he called for help, then next second he was at the beach and Steve was playing like nothing happened. But i still don't really believe that God exist. No offence to the Christians out there reading this post :X It just seemed like...a bit unbelieveable, isn't it? And then the vocalist ask us to chant a prayer and stuffs, obviously me and Crystal didn't, we are Buddhist =D Then when the concert start to end they began letting down the balloons, and everyone was like hitting the balloons and stepping on it, grand sight, it certainly is!Then they asked us to fill in a survey and something. Then i signed up for acoustic guitar beginner lessons =D But don't know if i'll be chosen, lols. There's drums one, but i don't feel like going. I better brush up on my guitar skills, before the Guitar Ensemble kicked me out. T_T After the concert everyone was like rushing off. Me and Cheryl accompanied Crystal at the bus stop to wait for her parents, then we were asking Cheryl about stuffs. It turns out that all the lyrics and light effects and the balloons were all done by the crew in the Church, teenagers, and all doing all these. Very pro! =D Then the Donovan don't know why suddenly so pissed off with both of us, he went to eat dinner without us. And YY had to go find him. And when he's going he didn't even say bye to us. )= fine, i'm not really sad, i guess Crystal should be the one that's sad. HAHA. Then Crytal's parents came and they went. Me and Cheryl went back to the church to hang around. We ate and talked =D I knew other people like Xinyi, Melisa, and Sok Min, and some I can't remember their names, SORRY! Then the song dedications were like playing, and then they played songs like, Thinking of You, Nobody, Our Song, Love Story, Teardrops on my Guitar, Hot 'n' Cold, Poker Face, She will be loved, and some others I can't remember. I remembered i dedicated one song, but the booth was closed, )=. NEvermind, the hottest song that day was Nobody, by Wonder Girls. I wonder why so many people knew that song, lols. yaya, i'm a sua ku, or mountain tortise, lols. Anyways, when that song was played, everyone was like, I want nobody nobody but chu(clap clap, clap), I want nobody nobody but chu(clap clap, clap). So enthu lo! VEry fun =D oh and, but you, right, sounds like bachu(eyes) to me, LOLS!!!
Then i went to the bus stop, and took bus home. =)

Today was so...tiring. I was training my kor in MapleStory till 4 or 5 i think..then i finally went to sleep. Then I had a hard time waking up, headache + stomach cramps + backaches. T_T . MY parents brought me to school, and I was looking for my tie. Then we went down for flag raising ceremony. SO tired!!! And HOTZXC. And I was sweating and sweating...Then finally went back class to do stuffs, I got a1 for maths and geog! I improved, my MSG!! from 3 to 2.877 i think LOL. HAPPY HAPPY! LOLS. Then we went for history patchwork briefing and then recess and Art Museum. Was sitting on the bus with Gennie, and Rachel was trying to take unglam pictures of people around her, hahas! The trip was so LAME!! No time to do the worksheet, at all!! T_T I had to rush rush rush. Somemore, I didn't draw. I was just looking around. And and, some of the exhibits are GROSS!! The I Fry You damn gross!!! Used squirrel skin to make one! PUKES! and then still can see the eyes and claws...T_T. Then i was rushing the worksheet on my way back to school, anyhow draw, anyhow write. hahas.

Then walked back home with Nicholas and Gennie. We stopped at Hawker centre to drink drinks. Then Gennie bus-ed home. And I went home. hahas. I played MapleStory awhile, till i fall asleep :X Then went to play awhile again, till now I'm posting =D

And to Sudarno, Lucas, Fang Quan, or other people i have offended/irritated/annoyed, SORRY. REally sorry!! I'll try to keep my voice down! SORRY T_T I really like you guys as senior/friends..And thanks to Sudarno for your science file!! =D

TaG replies~
Yuan.D: Yo I sh!t teru desk. blogspot.com
Lols, Yo, http://yuan-d.blogspot.com/! =D

hweelee: yo... heehee
YOOOO HL !!! MISSED YOU LOADSXZXZ!!!!! <3333333333333333333

SUGAR :D: Hi Sharmine! How come you use this song. LOL Like make the atmosphere so low. HAHA. How come all the capitalised phrases in your posts all consist of vulgarities? BAD GIRL. LOL
Hi Sugar!!! <333 What song?? Yeah I'm a bad girl ;o HAHAS.

SUGAR :D: Emo for what? HIM? Ah, just tell him at his face. " YOU SUCK. " HAHA. If not, say " YOU ROCK. " lo.
HAHA YA LA, IF NOT? STUPID HIM. If i say you suck, he'll kill me. if i say you rock, he'll ignore me again. LOLS. Dilemma.

Xav': Tag! Stop being so down nowadays. Cheer up. =]
LOLS. Kays. I'll not be so down nowadays =D Thanks =D and thanks for the tag.

ranchel:]: tagged,sharlala:] i love u!
Thanks for tagging, Ranlala:]! I LOVE YOU TOO!! <333333333333333333 BFF!

Am I fxxking noisy??

aishiteru desu

2009-05-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, people ask me why my blog url is aishiteru desu. Okay, maybe some of you do know what's the meaning of aishiteru desu, but, some don't. Okay, cut out beating around the bush.
Haiz, aishiteru desu is simply i love you.
Actually, I also don't know why I chose this name in the first place. Perhaps it's to say I love you to someone? But, I don't think it mattered now, I'm giving up.
I'm sick and tired and pissed with all these already. He's being a retard. Why can't he just talk to me? So irritating and childish. Yes An Tong, I agree with you, now. =)
You may think that I love you is just a phrase. Maybe it's true to certain extent, but, mind the consequences that follows it.
It's the only phrase in the world that could change everything instantly.

fuck la, my brother don't want let me use. nights. continue tomorrow. KNNB.

physics.

2009-05-09T11:08:00.000-07:00

physics physics physics.
why are you made so tough?
who is your inventor?
why are you made?
why must i understand all your concepts?
why is it so hard to apply concepts to questions?
why why why?

you're sucha why why why thing, you know?

emo nemo

2009-05-09T10:30:00.000-07:00

should i bite my tongue, until blood soak my shirt?

LOL. emoooooooooooooo.
that's until the day i die, by Story Of The Year. =D

heehee.

i'm so bored..

lol

2009-05-09T10:12:00.000-07:00

Anyone can tell me what should i blog about?

1)Posts about my life.

2)Emo Nemo Posts.

3)Long wordy posts about reflections.

4)intelligent posts.

5)bimbo post.

6) posts about my friends.

7) posts about my precious memories.

8)posts about him.

9) posts about myself.

10) posts about lame and random stuffs.

WARNING:VULGARS USED

2009-05-06T09:28:00.000-07:00

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.

i kept losing in audition! to so many people! and even my sis, ZZZ. I'm so stupidically noob that i can't help it. it's like, so sad, the only thing that i can win her at is audi. but she keep winning me): i don't want play anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is so unfair. Why do i have to lose to everyone in everything? stupid stupid stupid. it's so frustrating. I hate this. I seriously hate this.

if only.......
i got more time to play.
i don't have to study.
i'm more skillful.
i don't suck so much

that'd be perfect!

but, no.
it isn't true.
if i don't have to study, i can play everyday. just like her.
but the consequences will be, i'll be stupid. and without a stupid piece of paper. without that piece of paper, i cannot find a good job. not finding a good job equals no money. no money equals useless.
argh, what should i do????????????

if i can't even win my sis at audi, i might as well go die. this is stupid. everything is stupid. i am stupid. audition is stupid. dying is EVEN stupider. freak, i'm at forks.

i don't want to lose to anybody anymore. i wish this inferiority will go away. that just solves half of the problem. i wish this compeitiveness will go away. stupid, just go away.

my eye is so itchy. i can't stand anything else. i kept losing my temper. i felt so bad. i felt guilty to those whom i scolded at audi, even though it's not really their fault.

I'M SO FREAKING BITCHY!

yes, i even alt tab, cause i do not want to lose anymore. what a sore loser, right? and i even cried cause i can't win my sis. wdfreak.

why am i so bitchy now? seems like i changed so much. losing my temper so easily. gossiping so much. scolding so much. complaining so much. scold vulgar like lingo. being so bimbotic. being so sick. being so retarded. being so insensitive.

why am i like that?? oh my god. please save me. i'm so bitchy that i can't even face myself. i've been so insensitive recently, and so complacent, and so inconsiderate. what should i do? is there any cure for this?

is it a wrong decision to come to chung cheng?

my conclusion is, YES.

i've changed so much. everyone's changed so much. everything seemed so unfamiliar. too much homework. too stressful. too tough to adapt to. too irritating to handle.

shit, i'm being bitchy... ): it's not chung cheng's fault. it's my own problem. MY attitude problem... i so easily get jealous. stupid me. i kept wanting stuffs. materialistic. haix. i kept saying my sis stole my friends, blah blah, copy me, bully me. when actually all she did was nothing. i know i'm lame. i want to change ): sorry...qi. ily.

i don't want to be a bitch...and a perverted one at that. perhaps it's jessica influencing me.

oh no, what did i just say???

i'm getting bitchy AGAIN.

it's my own fault that i'm bitchy, not hers. maybe being perverted is partly hers, i admit. she's so sick. haix. she kept talking sick stuffs. haix.

sorry my dear Crazy Super Duper Uber Ultra Bimbotic Pretty and Proud Flirtatious Flirting Queen Talk Horny Boy Crazy Jessica Broadcasting System.

yes, that's how long her nick is. haha. try saying it in 10 seconds, in one breathe. impossible.haha.

AM I BITCHY?
AM I IRRITATING/ANNOYING?

Dear Kelly,

2009-05-05T01:28:00.001-07:00

Dear Kelly,

I'm a pathetic 12-year-old living my in own misery. )= I've some issues that I'd really need your help on. Please, will you help me?

I like a guy, but the guy doesn't like me. I've liked him since 3 years ago, but since he'd knew that I'd like him through some blabbermouths, our friendship soured. From jokes to small talk, he started ignoring me.For eight whole months. Even when we saw each other at malls or what, he'd walk the other way. Even at school. For eight whole months I'd have to tolerate this treatment. Even though he's still ignoring me, I don't know why I'm so dumb to continue liking him. However, things do change for the better. He texted me, wanting to be friends with me again. Be friends, not BGR, was what he said. Being the pathetic me, I'd agreed to be just friends. Better than nothing, right? However, he did say hello to me sometimes, but recently, he started to ignore me again. Perhaps he just didn't hear me say hello to him, but still, I was greatly hurt. Even before the exams, I said, 'good luck' to him, he rolled his eyes and said, 'okay'. I'd totally broke down. Now that we're still same schools, but different class. I'd could always see him talking to girls, laughing with them. Perhaps it's just my jealousy at work, but I always seem to think that he's flirting. Whatever. I don't know already. Should I just forget him or continue liking him? Many of my friends said I'm being stubborn but I don't get this feeling. Is this love or like?

Changing to another school doesn't help, either. This school is so stressful for me, such that I'd cry at every failures, and that I'd already failed most of them. And adapting to a new environment isn't helping, too. It's so hard to adapt. Sometimes I'd wished my old friends were with me, at times when I'd want to give up. However, they couldn't be. I'd bet most of them are also adapting, and we wished for each other. But, some doesn't though. Some are moving on so greatly that I'd wonder if I'm the only one left behind. This feeling, being left behind, is so terrible. I'd felt so sad each day, with the exams coming around, I'm worse still, now. Everyone seemed to have great friends and great results, and being so happy. I'd sometimes wonder if my friends forgotten who I'm. Whenever my thoughts ran wild to this stage, I'd cry. I know it's dumb of me, but I can't help it. Though I do have some great friends at the new school, I can't help feeling inferior when I'm with them. They're all so smart, pretty and nice. But, some of them are very insensitive, when coming to results and appearance. Whenever I get lower than them in exams or tests, I can't help feeling very very sad. And that I'd let my teachers down. Not cheering me up, they're also boast about their results though I'd know they didn't mean to mean me any harm. However, harm was inflicted unintentionally. But, I'd know I can always count on them to be with me, when I needed moral support.

My CCA is also very troublesome, despite my love for playing guitar. The seniors are fighting for the chairman position, and they seemed to be fighting over which secondary one student to 'take under their wings'. I can't seem to get along with the secondary two seniors, though. They'd supervising us every now and then, to see our competency. I've been approached by secondary twos, requesting me not to go to section two, as i'm too noisy and suck at playing the guitar, which will only drag them down. And they're biased. whoever with music background are warmly welcomed into section one and three, where they claim to have more 'future'. And no one seems to want me )=

Some of my teachers are also very incompetent, as they'd ask me to check the dictionary, whenever I don't know some of the phrases and words. But, I'd like all of them. I'm contradicting myself.

I don't know why, but I'd always seem to be placing stress on myself, despite my parents do not care about my results. Even if I fail, they also don't scold me. It'd seemed to weigh on myself even more, that I'd feel guiltier if they don't scold me. Due to this, I've been pressuring myself so hard that I'm scared that I'd fail my exams, and not being able to go secondary two.

Everyone seemed to be forgetting me now...Thanks for listening to my laments, may God bless you.

Amelyn, the Forgotten.

HAHAHAA. imagine if i'd really send this to dear kelly. LOL. HILARIOUS!
no offence, to those anonymities that I'd mentioned.

stupid...

2009-05-02T11:30:00.000-07:00

stupid..don't know what's happening to me recently..my phone spoilt, AGAIN. what the fuck happened luh. cannot charge...):
without my phone, i'm like a piece of shit. no music. no photos. no games. sob...
i totally flunked my orals, and i haven't do my geography essay. I do not know how to do...mye is killing me, this is the first time i've ever been so stressed over exams. even during psle, i did not bother to study. i do not know why i'm studying so hard right now, when back then i didn't even bother to study for psle. i guess this is due to the environment i'm in now, perhaps. cch is so stressed. walking up the stairs is always dreadful to me. running to assembly, is always a chore for me. i hate school now. i hate exams. this is the first time i'd ever hated exams. i don't know what's going over me. i'm actually crying right now. i seriously don't know why. and don't care. can anyone tell me how to do geography essay?

i think, everyone's leaving me now. one by one.
why am i the only one who can't move on?
look at qiaomei. she's getting along so well with her peers.
and nelly. so preoccupied in studying and ncc.
sean lim, so busy flirting.
him, so busy joking around.
jiayi, in her clarinet.
hweelee, in her volleyball.
yc, with his studies, too.
everyone seemed so happy...
except for me.
the old, poor, me.
i can laugh in class like the end of the world, but once i step on the journey back home, i'll start brooding and pondering over about everyone else. why is it that, moving on, seemed so easy for everyone, but not me?
indeed, i love guitar, but, guitar really is not a source of happiness for me, due to the fact that so many senior is like hating me? for the fact that i'm too noisy.
school sucks. my chinese, i'm too lazy to do homework. chinese compos, i flunked all of them. i don't know why. i don't seemed to be aceing chinese like how i expected myself to be. perhaps ling lao shi did not teach me well for the past two years. and the lin jiajing, the relief teacher, isn't teaching me any better either. whenever we do not know something, he asks us to check dictionary. he even requested for each of us to buy one, to check and verify our doubts. but, mister, i don't have the fucking money like you have to buy. i'm poor. buy me one! and, we paid you to teach us, not to ask us to check the dictionary OURSELVES. if i check the dictionary, why for are you being paid to teach us? anyways, you're very nice. very lenient. i hate lenient teachers. by the way. suo wei, yan shi chu gao tu. i'm not happy to hear the news of you going away after term three, after all the kindness that you had shown me. thanks, anyways.
maths.
haix. i've been doing lots of careless mistakes. i hate myself.
science.
i can't bring myself to understand all that craps. sorry mrs indra, to disappoint you. i love science. i really do. but, loving doesn't mean doing well. so sorry. so long.
geography.
i don't know how to do, but i love geography, except for the map part. mr chua rocks!
english
miss ranita isn't that bad, but i failed due to unknown reasons? i can't seem to pin point out the exact content and elaborate on it.
haiz.
maths test is weighing on me so hard that, i'd die if i can't get an 8o. sob..
why is everyone having such a great time??
sean, sorry to say that you're forgetting 6po8. in fact, everyone is. sorry.

my guardian angel is too hefty to be written, so i'll write it next next week.
gotta work on geography essay. bye.
i'm feeling better now, thanks a lot, blog.

Love Story:My Guardian Angel

2009-04-24T00:41:00.000-07:00

My Guardian Angel

Sweet Dreams
It's a typical day again. Or should I say, night? Whenever I closed my eyes, I could imagine the popular kids in school jeering at me, laughing at me, humiliating me, or even pranking me. I hate them. Seriously, I do. How I wish I could have the ability to kill them, or send them to hell. But, unfortunately, I don't. All I could do is to cry at night at my own pathetic and misery state, helpless. How I wish someone could help me. God, please send an angel to help me. Please.

Sighing, I went to the kitchen. And took out a packet of sleeping pills, swallowing them all. I also even choked when I swallowed them. How dumb am I, can't even swallow pills properly. If only I could just die from the choke. I toddled back to my bedroom and lie on my bed.

How I wish I could die. Perhaps dying is a better choice, huh. Here I am, a good-for-nothing, fat, ugly, stupid, unpopular, incredibly fair(when I mean fair I don't mean just fair, it's terribly fair like a freak!!), a retainer who failed all subjects, an orphan that nobody wants and nobody loves, a friendless girl, trying to get asleep when I'm haunted by all the humiliations and bullies that my schoolmates had given me. How pathetic, I thought to myself.

Suddenly, all the haunted visions came back to me again. I felt like I'm suffocating.

"I need a breath of fresh air", I muttered to myself as I stumbled to the balcony which is attached to my bedroom.

A bird eye's view overtook my haunts as the beautiful view continued to amaze me. How could I ever not know that my neighbourhood is actually that beautiful at night? Cars buzzed through the long expressway. Lights lit up the streets. Pretty and tall buildings with colourful lights on it. Thousands of small little houses row by row taking up the empty spaces, making the view even more sceneric.

All of a sudden, I remembered who I am. The pathetic me. Who still owes the bank SGD$200,000 for the own age of this condominium. How silly am I, as I recalled my reason for buying this penthouse. I thought that making myself look richer, using more branded stuffs, living in a penthouse condominium will make me have more friends. But, I was wrong. Terribly wrong. Utterly wrong. I'm so dumb. I used up all the assets that my parents had left for me, by trying to make more friends. Now I'm in debt and friendless, back to square one. No, to negative one.

I peered down the breathtaking glass panel. If I jumped down, what will I become? Will I still be alive? Or a pool of blood and flesh? Looking at the height to ground level, I reckon it's the latter. How sweet. I could just end my ridiculously poor life. A life that no one loves and care about. I doubt anyone will even find me missing. I made a decision. I started climbing over the glass panel to the concrete floor over the window.

"Sorry, God. Mom, Dad, I'm coming to find you.", I whispered, as I moved a step forward, and put my foot in the air.

Out of the blue, I could hear lullaby ringing in my ears. I even saw an angel! He is so beautiful. Two wings fluttered behind him, as his sweet and innocent face smiled at me. He flew into the bedroom. Feeling amazed, I followed him. I found myself lying on the bed as the angel sang the lullaby. Slowly, bit by bit, I drifted off to sleep to the melodious tune of Angel's lullaby.

This is such a wonderful place. Fog was thick, however white figures were laughing and singing. The floor was a beautiful green. With colourful and blooming flowers. Birds were chirping. Animals were playing around. Breeze was plentiful. Flowers could be scented anywhere. What a wonderful place! If only I could live here...

"Daughter, how are you?", a voice spoke.

I was startled, and I spunned around. The voice seemed to be coming from one of the white figures buried in the thick white fog.

As I got nearer to see who is speaking, I saw that they had wings. All of them had wand in their hand, and was smiling. However, the one speaking seemed to be the one with the brightest smile. I smiled bac at them. As my visions got clearer, and fog clearing, I could see that the one talking to me was beautiful.

She looked a tad like me. I recalled back to the past when I was eight, when my mother and father left me behind due to a terrible hit-and-run traffic incident. She looked exactly like my mother when she told me to take care of myself, using her last breath. The same sparkling eyes. The same small lips, which drew out a perfect "smile". The same nose, which I always wanted to have. The same pointy ears, which I too, had. I used to be proud of it as it was a symbol that I'm mother's kid, but not anymore. It occurred to me that she was my mother. Having this ears was humiliating. I often had people nickname me "Fat Elf". But, seeing my mother once again with the similiar pointy ears, I beamed. The only difference about her here and in the past was that, she had wings and wear white gowns, whereas the she in the past had no wings, and wore an evening gown smeared with blood due to the accident. How I hate the person who took my parents away.

I missed her so much.

How glad am I to see her once again after ten years down the road! I went into her loving embrace. And sobbed.

Through tears, I mumbled, "Mother, can I join you here? The people on Earth bully me! They kept jeering that I am an orphan! The people are so beautiful here, and so are you.", I felt like a toddler once again, begging my mother to buy me toys.

"No dear, you shall continue staying there. You must be brave, and face up to the difficulties that is lying in front of you. I have begged God to protect you, and sure, He will. Now, be brave. Remember, Mummy and Daddy are always watching you, and we will help you when you're in need. God will, too.", she replied in smiles, firmly to her own stand.

She waved to me. "Bye dear. Be brave. Remember that your guardian angel is watching over you, somewhere."

The fogs gathered round. The sky went spinning. All I could see was a mass of fog and swirls circling all around me. I blacked out.

I woke up.

"That was all dreams. Sweet dreams, though. Haven't had them in ages. How good if they are all true. But, dreams are fakes anyway, even sweet ones.", I realised, as I dressed and prepared to go to school.

aiyo, damn tired. next week continue.

back!!!

2009-04-18T11:25:00.000-07:00

WEEEEEE guys, i'm back!
yay! how's that? the hyper one is back! =D

nelly, i shall seek your infamous advice and STAY OPTIMISTIC! =DDDD
nelly i love you!!!

it is now officially, 2:31 AM and i am still not asleep! i'm such an late night owl! (:
anyways, i will blog about stuffs next week. i'm damn tired now x.x

to-do-list
-maths textbook in practice book
-geography essay
-literature worksheet
-dltc maths textbook question do till chapter 2
-dltc science worksheet question 8, 9, and 10.
-wake up at 8
-call xavier at 9

thats all, bye! (:

final post.

2009-03-27T04:42:00.000-07:00

her heart stopped pumping on 27/03/09 6.55pm.

so this will be a final post.
will be missing in action until i get better.
since no one reads anyways, i doubt this will make a difference.
and no one can help me also. i've come to realised that.
bottle up the feelings from now on. :x
bye.

CRRY

lets see how retarded im 84% wow.

2009-03-19T11:25:00.000-07:00

[x] You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you. (my walls, whatever my cupboard my table)
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door. (and knocked myself hard)
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.(im weird)
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush ( fall in somemore)
[ ] You have been called a "blonde"
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. (issit???!?)
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.(omg. really cant)
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm(serious????)
[x] You sang them to make sure.( wah seh i so dumb. serious sia.)
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. (twice only)
[x] You have choked on your own spit. (when im talking)
so far: 10

[ ] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it.(never watch)
[x] You type with three fingers or less. (2 or 3 only)
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling. (when i woke up.)
so far: 12

[x] You have fallen asleep in class (ALWAYS)
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking. (short circuit in the mind.)
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about.(always..)
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice" (LOL?)
so far: 17

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. (homework and sleeping)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
so far: 22

[x] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't. (in the past)
[x] You break a lot of things. (im bad with stuffs :( )
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused (Come to think of it.. yes)
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before. ( and knocked my head on the floor so hard that i nearly pass out)
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
Total: 28

MULTIPLY BY 3 & REPOST WITH "I AM __% RETARDED"And if you use a calculator just put yourself as 100% Retarded
Tag people that you now want to know how retarded they are.

hate me, everyone.

2009-03-19T10:04:00.000-07:00

Hate me, everyone.
I don't know why, but suddenly very emotional.
I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !
I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !
I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !
I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !
I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !
I suck !
I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !I suck !
I'm not good at ANYTHING.
anything... and EVERYTHING.
I suck at maths, science, music, art, chinese, guitar, english, home econs, ACC, CMP, literature, English drama, chinese drama, IB, oral, compo, essays, blogging, msning, talking, cooking, swimming, basketballing, running, hurdling, jogging, warming up, mapling, gcing, using computer, soccering, moving, speaking, smsing, playing, psping, dsing, wiiing, friending, bonding, remembering, socialling, counsellling, gaming, sleeping, living, breathing, taking care of myself and other people, greeting, typing, calling, fighting, communicating, being aware of others, teamworking, singing, reading, doing homework, examing, psle, o lvl, a lvl, being sensitive, whatever!!
I'm not good at anything at all.
oh yah. except quarreling, arguing. And i'm not proud of it.
please, everyone, just hate me. turn every little bit of likenesse or love you had left for me into ash, and turn them into hatred.
Since i'm so hateable.
I'm so mean.
I'm so annoying.
I'm so irritating.
I'm so disturbing.
I'm so ugly.
I'm so dumb.
I'm so retarded.
I'm so worthless.
I'm so unlikeable.
I'm so unloveable.
I'm so idiotic.
I'm so stupid.
I'm so stubborn.
I'm so emo.
I'm so suckish.
I'm so loveless.
I'm so cryable.
I'm so vulgar.
I'm so suckish at school work.
I'm so anti-social.
I'm so not a good friend.
I'm so betraying.
I'm so bad.
I'm so straightforward.
I'm so liar.
I'm so lack of compassion.
I'm so good at scolding people.
I'm so good at hating people.
I'm so skeptical.
I'm so mad.
I'm so deranged.
I'm so ludicrous.
I'm so berserk.
I'm so lunatic.
I'm so maniactic.
I'm so beastly.
I'm so careless.
I'm so atrocious.
I'm so defective.
I'm so rough.
I'm so rowdy.
I'm so fallacious.
I'm so raunchy.
I'm so inferior.
I'm so imperfect.
I'm so whatever.
I'm so evil.
I'm so satanic.
I'm so vicious.
I'm so sadist.
I'm so wicked.
I'm so wrong.
I'm so villainous.
I'm so disobedient.
I'm so unruly.
I'm so mischievious.
I'm so rotten.
I'm so spoiled.
I'm so terrible.
I'm so horrible.
I'm so stingy.
I'm so miserly.
I'm so selfish.
I'm so bad-tempered.
I'm so callous.
I'm so contemptible.
I'm so dangerous.
I'm so despicable.
I'm so dishonourable.
I'm so malicious.
I'm so shameless.
I'm unfriendly.
I'm so unpleasant.
I'm so treacherous.
I'm so troublesome.
I'm so unscrupuluous.
I'm so unpolite.
I'm so disrespectful.
I'm so undiligent.
I'm so unintegrity.
I'm so disloyalful.
I'm so unharmonious.
I'm so unbenevolence.
I'm so uncourageous.
I'm so unempathetic.
I'm so unforgiving.
I'm so grudging.
I'm so insignificant.
I'm so detestable.
I'm so hateful.
I'm so spiteful.
I'm so poisonous.
I'm so venomous.
I'm so lousy.
I'm so nasty.
I'm so loathsome.
I'm so slack.
I'm so nort do homework.
I'm so not guai.
I'm so procrastinator.
I'm so sickening.
I'm so lame.
I'm so crappish.
I know. everyone hates me. EVERYONE. guitar, 1it, sec ones, sec twos, sec threes, sec fours, teachers, friends, hwsnian, audiers, maplers, gcers, him, whatever...
sometimes i even wonder why am i born into this world.
To be hated by everyone?
To be sent hatemails to?
To be mean to?
To be humiliated by all?
To be laughed at?
To be bullied?
God, if that's my fate, I would be more than glad to accept that. But, i would rather burn in hell. At least, dying is a relief, a wonderful thing. :)
I knew that i was hated by everyone since i was born. but i did not want to realise that. i continued dreaming, thinking no one hates me, which in actual fact was. from this second onwards, i swear. i will wake up. and accept whatever people think of me as. as i have listed, i'm so mean and everything, please don't ever come near me. Just hate me, and do not let even a fragment of loving be left. If not you will be guilty. JUST FUCKING HATE ME. IT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE A DIFFERENCE ANYMORE.
Since no one will come anyway.
I want to die.
I really want to die.
DEATH WHY CAN'T YOU COME FASTER???
Death, how much i hate you. i detest you. You always come at the wrong timing, hurting people alive or dead.
Why none of my friends care about me anymore??? Nelly??? Why you seem to avoid me??
Him??? why you hate me so much now?? I know, its all because of my own doings.
I don't even know why i chose to go CCH now. or even join guitar. that just make more people hates me. Why all my friends are abandoning and leaving me one by one?
I'm sorry for everyone that i've hurt with my insensitive words. sorry...
I don't feel like going to school..... or even to guitar.....
Why is living such a chore???
Why can't i just stay at home?? and rot to death???
Why must make more people know of my existence??? and hate me???
God, the one at the top, i don't understand you. Why you made me, yet made me suffer?
I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
I want to die. I want to die. I want to die......
Now i don't even know who is my friends, and who hates me? Who truly love me? Who can tell me? sachi watashi kan nakunamirasu. wish i could die.
why am i such a crybaby??? why am i so unstrong??
fuck luh, stop crying sharmine teo. don't cry just because you suck.
teardrops on my guitar.

Yo peepo! miss me not ?

2009-03-19T06:30:00.000-07:00

YO peepos!(people) Miss me not???!
LOL .
I'm mad, sot, deranged, irrational, mental, psychotic, preposterous, illogical, kooky, cuckoo, ludicrous, nonsensical, berserk.... et cetra.
LOLLLLLL
Sorry for not posting for so damn freaking long!! x.x
Been busy lately, playing.
Heehee :xxx
Sian nor...
Last Friday, 13th (friday the 13th !)
WOOO~
LOL ...
I have forgotten pretty much about what happened...
School....??
Okay. Some memories had been evoked back. I remember like, Mrs Indra, the Physics Teacher wasn't there that day, thus we had a test. Mr Hong, the relief teacher was there to relief. The Science test so hard... x.x I didn't know the answer to any of the questions at all!!!! ARGH... Deaded(I know it's wrong.XD)The teacher was a guy LOL. He so damn lenient one. We can ask questions with our friends and discuss somemore. LOL ... I hate science X100000000000000000000000 LOL
And and... and and and. forgotten once again. X.X
And and and and and..........
English teacher, Mrs Ranitta, never come also LOL
Then, The relief teacher came to our class again. The class was like, mad??? Play Truth or Dare until so loud one. i 1.20 then go canteen already ... cause i got guitar, and we had to go to the SYF venue, Republic Polytechnic as observers, despite we are not in the SYF. LOL ...
Then the Zheng Wei what the lah... The President say 1.10 can go liao lor... then he keep KP me... say,
"What time is your guitar?"
then i replied, skeptically, "1.45PM. Why?"
Then he damningly said, "If your guitar is 1.45PM, then you should leave at 1.40PM"
WDF LAH FREAK HIM!!!$%$%*((()&(*^%^@%@#U%&$@#$^#%%^#$^@#
"I said, the president ask us 1.10pm go down already lei! And we need to eat lunch nor. From 1.30 to 6.30PM you know!!" in a freaking angry manner.
Then he replied. "Then show me the paper! "and he rolled his eyes at me lor. As if i killed his parents.
Then i gave him the paper and silently scolded him in my heart.
WALAO TMD LAH !! the teacher never scold already, also never care or what, you so KPKB for what. WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM!!!!!
Then he finally let me go, and i heard him mumbled something, but don't know what he said. And he looked damn furious. SO SCARY ! he like wan murder me like that.
now I finally know why so many people don't like him liao.
Then i ate lunch o.o and went to concourse to assemble.
Then we boarded the bus upon attendance taking.
Republic Poly is FAR!!! Remind me never to go there when I want to go Poly! but hor, DAMN NICE!
LOL everything so silverish!! and even their toilet also so clean heehee...
Then we are not supposed to talk in the theater mah, then i kept using my phone, to type message and pass to nicholas (in guitar one). Then we keep commenting on the SYF LOL ...
Then finally finished, and boarded bus back.
Sudarno and Nicholas keep saying about Chung Cheng Ghosts stories... Like never ring the bell beside the Lake, and never play the piano at the grand audi blah blah. LOL ~
Then walked to Lucky station with nicholas. I wanted to buy bubble tea~ Then took bus home.

Saturday, 14h
I kept manga-ing...

Sunday...
Went tuition............ O.O last science tuition with Miss Soh! As she is Sacked!!!! By daniel. x.x Daniel said she was too irresponsible and he had to stream us into 4 classes ...

Monday 16th
Went guitar at 1.30PM . Pouring.......
My whole shoes was wet... x.x
The guitar is damn heavy nor... :(
but i love guitar!!!!!!
Guitar<333333

tuesday, continued introduction to the blues.
then practised c chord. it is hard! lol. ><
then went bubble tea shop again. and bussed home

wednesday
poned tuition.
as its my father bday.
and went to eat.
then came back and practised guitar again.
then suddenly very sad and cry x.x
and fell asleep beside my guitar.
tear-ed on my guitar lol.

thursday.
went for breakfast,
then used comp and do maths for awhile.
and my father drove me to aljunied to board MRT to simei. then bussed 9 to Ashley's house.
then reached her house. her condo is nice! PINK LOL!
Then Rachel, Ranchel, JingYi was there aleady.
Rachel and Ranchel came straight from CCH wor. They had EDS before that. :)
then they keep calling YongJia, and Nicholas Lol.
When they first called YJ, he was shitting LOL .then after that Ashley's house phone no battery. Then they used dunno whose phone call. Then Ranchel asked YJ to play the piano. ITS SO DAMN NICE! OMG...
Then Ashley also played Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin, Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shei, Wa wa( Da Chang Jin i think) . She plays very well too ! how i wish i could be like her! LOL. She is good at dancing too! PRO! :)
Then we started doing the presentation on Literature. The topic was on Friendship. We wrote about, Jantu and Dara, Dara and Chnay, Jantu and Chnay. I wrote too wordy, according to them. Then around 5 bussed 9 to MRT with Jingyi and MRTed to Kallang, and Jingyi alighted at Bedok. And then bussed 32 home. Sian i still gort a lot homework to do. Estimate around 35 hours then finish... haix. tomorrow need go escape and chalet, then saturday then back. sunday need go tuition... HOW???? ANYONE CAN HELP ME WITH MY HOMEWORK??

sorry this post is offensive. if zhengwei came this blog, i am sorry. x.x REALLY SORRY. and for those whom i have hurt, SORRY TOO.

Tearing on my guitar.
950 words.

bad day...

2009-03-11T01:19:00.000-07:00

Today,
was certainly a bad day.
Or you could also simply put it as, BAD BAD BADDDDDDD day.
Why is life so unpredictable?
I am gonna take back my sentence now!
I am {x}loving{x} hating maths!!!!!
Today, as usual, got up at 6.40 AM ( i know i sleep untill damn late) though my alarm was set at 6.15 AM .
My alarm snooze till sian liao LOL
anyways, i should heed Sean's advice, or rather, Sean's Mother's advice. Don't set unrealistic time!!!!
Oh well. I'm gonna set my alarm to 6.30 AM !
enough of my craps.
I reached school at 7.19 AM
Just nice. Again, one more minute to lateness.
And threw my bag in the class, dashed down the stairs, across the canteen and the parade ground to my class. I was hardly breathing at all :(
Then had flag raising, i can't even sing luh, my throat damn pain, don't know why. :((
I want my voice back !
Also change my voicee !
I want a mature-er voice. Cause my voice is SOOOO freaking kid-ish.
And Sean keep harping on that. ._.
Then went to class, had Chinese Test.
Meow meow meow meow meow!!!!
In human language, it means that the chinese sucked load!
I already lost 15marks ~ sobb...
Then Lin Lao Shi, A.K.A JJ Lin, or bad guy, keep rushing us to hand in the zao ju(s).
I haven't completed yet. So after the test, I was doing it until Ms Ranitta came in.
And Justin passed us the lyrics, for Liang Shan Bo Yu Ju Li Ye, by Gary and Genie.
The lyrics are for tomorrow's old folk's home visiting. We will be singing that song, despite a lot people not knowing how to sing.
Ms Ranitta lessons were welll... not boring, but quite.
She were telling us about our literature, due to the fact that Miss Yee, our former teacher had don't know went where, and she had been apparently replaced by Miss Don't-Know-What-The-Name-Is . Forgotten her name . ><>
Then the Miss Don't-Know-What-Her-Name-Is never brief us about our literature, so Miss Ranitta will be taking over the responsibilty of briefing.
It turns out that we had to do a presentation, of Clay Marble. I am in Ranchel's, Ashley's, and Jingyi's group. Ashley went to draw lots, and we got the topic, Friendship.
We had to write a presentation about how the writer presents the Friendship, in what kind of writing style et cetra.
Then 15 marks goes to the content of the presentation, and 10 marks goes to individual presentation, which in other words, means oral O.O
Then she briefed us over Literature's exam format.
And continued with Oral's, as our Orals are approaching, on 30th of April.
We had to set questions that will evoke a personal response from the students, as they had gave us 5 conversation's topic, and we had to think about what type of questions will show up on the day of exam.
YADA YADA YADA ~MEWWWWWWW~
Then we also had to revise 10 passages for reading, of Focus On Writing. And Channel News Asia.
Then Recess~ MEOW MEOW MEOW ~
Then Geography. test.
The Geography test was quite easy, except for the part where the structured questions are, as I don't know if Mr Chua can read my inaudible( i know it isn't the correct preposition, but i don't know which one is the correct one!) words, much less understand my incorrect sentence structure. And i'm afraid that Mr Chua will say I gave too little information or what... x.x
And Calligraphy.
Mao Bi Lao Shi came. Ms Tan, too.
She came to tell us who had to go for Maths Remedial.
SAdly to say, I had to go. :(((((((((((( I got 19/30 only... for common test.
I know it's very sucky.
I don't know how to face Daniel !!! x.x SORRY!!
I was depressed for the whole day throughout. Even when i saw him also can't smile x.x
Then Calligraphy was bad, too. I keep spilling my ink.
And Crystal and Jessica and me play with my ink and brushes, and then i was trying to paint Crystal's shirt, on a joking matter.
However, it was seen by Mao Bi Lao Shi and he ticked me off.
I was depressed even more. :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Art. We had to do a quiz, and i don't know even one of the question's answers, AT ALL.
Then the back of the quiz were structured questions, and we had to refer to the secondary one book blah blah or what.
Only had two, and we had to share among 5 of us.
I didn't even get to see the book. I had to purely do it.
Obviously, without any art knowledge, I anyhow did it. :(
even more depressed......... Then school over.
Ate lunch, went to i-cafe, and went home.
Oh, another depressing thing. Compo!!!! DLTC one! i owe 2weeks liao!! later need hand in ! I'm dead!!:(

Imagine you are Harry Potter and you had spent your holidays away from your friends Hermione and Ron.
Write a letter , between 300 to 400 words, telling them about your holidays.

It's indeed a very depressing day.........
The most depressing thing was, knowing the truth.
I wish i could get depression and then suicide and end it once and for all. (:
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
I cried.
895 words...

lamenting post

2009-03-09T06:23:00.000-07:00

Oh my God. I've just realised that, I had not been posting for so long.
Sorry~ To myself anyway, since no one is gonna come my poor little miserable blog.
*sobs in a corner*
Had had terrible days since school reopened.
X_X
Anyway, please forgive me with my uber short? maybe ? LAMENTING as i really need a place to let out my emotions.
Who cares if it's long or short? Since no one's gonna stumble into my blog anyway~
*hide in one corner and sob again* Laughs Out Loud.
And yes, I had decided to use perfect english from NOW onwards. Hope that my thoughts can succeed my laziness and twittiness anyways.
Heehee. I wanna be a uber long post blogger ~ Okay, I'm not counted as a blogger, as I do not use blogging as my job, as Xiaxue did, and she is my IDOL in the bloggersphere~ I love her thoughts and views and stands or what ever you call that.
I just admire her. :) She is able to write so long posts. Okay, considering the fact that she just blog for her living.
Umm, I guess that famous bloggers like her must have sense of humour, which i terribly lack of, interesting lifestyle, which i also lack of, due to the fact that I'm always slugging my time in school, and also a stand which he/she must believe in. I'm also lacking in this as i always follow the crowd, not having my own views, just blindly following people.
Is it fated that I cannot be a blogger, or just a owner of a blog that my friends would like to come to ?
HAIX~ *wallows in my misery*
Anyways, I admire some of my friends for their blogging, for their sense of humour and lifestyle. perhaps maybe Sujata, Nelly, Belinda ?
Their blogs' are really nice ! :D And uh, I do not have any ulterior motive and anything or whatsoever, just that i purely admire them, for their skill of writing and blogging, and also memory and diarying. I'm not able to remember events that just happened, which means that I have Short Term Memory, as few people has. Thus, I'm always not able to blog about my life, and that is also why most of my blog posts are crap and non related, irrelevant to my life.
I also hated writing diaries. Maybe I will grown to like it some day somehow somewhat.
Never mind that. Back to the topic (draws back from my virtual world), for those who are not mentioned o.o, it's not that you are not good at blogging or what, but just that, errm, i had different stand. And i like all of my friends' blogs !!! DAMN INTERESTING! Oh yeah, I'm not referring to anyone. And please NELLY!!! BLOG MORE! I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT YOUR LIFE IN CEDAR!!!!!
I hope no one EVER EVER stumble into this blog post. x.x
again, I'm blabbering about non-life-related-stuffs-categorised-normally-by-craps-stuffs AGAIN.
That's how bad of a memory I have.(refer to the top)
Please don't rely on me to remember any assignments, and homeworks or projects in the future, after reading this post. (yeah and i know there is 2 again(s) in the previous sentence, but this is not homework or essay, so who cares? you? Laugh out Loud)
On last last Sunday, 02-03-09, I was doing my homework desperately until 1.30 AM before i slept, cause, I'm simply to lazy to do ~
lame excuse! I just slacked throughout Friday, Saturday, and Sunday(i went for tu-i-tion!). I'm a procrastinator, and slacker, and lazybum, however you want to call me.
Names are outer, they aren't important.
The reason I say i'm a procrastinator is cause, when after Sunday's dinner, around 7.30PM, I was deciding whether or not to do homework, or use my time otherwise. However, by the time i actually get to work, it was 11PM . That's a procrastinator for you. :)
I'm a slacker, cause, due to my procrastiness, I often can't decide what to do, and thus using the time to procrastinate to slack at the same time. They pretty much are the same, to me, though the dictionary doesn't say so.
I'm a lazybum, cause whenever I want to do homework, I will watch television, drink water, listen to my music, sing, SMS, play with my phone, use computer, use facebook, use msn, go see other people's blog, and doing homework at the same time. WOW ! such a multi tasker. Laughs! Anyway, i did my homework til 1.30 AM, and left the rest to tomorrow, lunch time then i will try to complete it. That's Sharmine for you. Like it? Or not, I don't really care. It's my life. Not yours! So get a life of your own man. LOL !!!! jokings.
EEE!! My use of vocabulary words are so DAMN limited.
REGRETTED not studying harder when i was young... makes me sound like a old lady HAHA Anyway, I just passed my Monday's life safely, with shit load of independent learning homework clinged onto me, not letting go no matter what.
Tuesday ~ I used computer. Facebooked. Msned. Went to look at other people's blog. Youtubed, searched for nice covers to admire at. ( yeah, I'm pretty much a admirer. LOL!) Slugged, slacked, Procrastinated, Wasted, pondered, thought, of tuesday and look at it goes down the drain. hmmm, interesting :)
WEDNESDAY~ Went to common test. I was almost late for it.
Was supposed to meet at 7.20 AM, normal school time, however, i almost overslept, and arrived at school at 7.19 AM, just a minute to lateness.
I forgotten whether was it Chinese compo first or Maths common test first.(my memory is failing me, although its just a few days ago)
Anyway, I chose question 1 for chinese compo.
And screwed up 10 marks for maths, 20/30 even if i all correct... distinction gone ~ haix... tomorrow ms tan telling our grades. damn sad now. don't talk to me. i'm gonna emo in the corner liao... since corn grows there... i love corns ! LOL!
GOOD BYE TO MY PROCRASTINATING TIME IN FUTURE~ MUST SLUG EVEN MORE NOW~
haix~ That's a final farewell. My procrastinating time !! How i want you back!
*sobs in a corner again*
Thursday~ Went to the financial literacy workshop. As usual, I was late. By 2 minute.
I mixed up the meeting time again. That's simply how muddle-headed I am. DEstined ~
I dashed to the computer lab 2, located at concourse level one. Clearly, I wasn't that late afterall. The workshop barely started. So we played games, and had grown knowledge for financial~ LOL and after that i went to Sean's locker to get his maths Workbook and Chinese Workbook for him. I also went to get my Maths Workbook, for independent learning homework after Sean had reminded me. I hacked into Sean's locker LOL ! who want his combination get from me! LOL
Enough of my crappiness. Anyways, I went to his house, and did the ace-learning on his brother's laptop. The laptop so small and cute! :D
And searched on Home Econs Patchwork Recipes. I haven't did the mind map yet ! And it's due tomorrow! haix. Good-Game-fied.
Then asked Sean to help me print, and went home.
Friday~ AS usual, chiong-ed my homework all on thursday.
Boring routine ._. And after school went to have lunch blah blah.
Then went back to Sean's class to look for him. But he waas talking with friends, TOTALLY ignoring my presence, then i grown bored shortly after, and went to the canteen to do homework.
Guess who I saw like errm, 4 tables infront, 2 tables beside of me! LOL !
Then I was like ... And a lot girls go up to him ._. LOL... Then An Tong came to talk to me. :)))) And then he went to Sean's class to look for him O.O then after finishing my work, I went to 1LY .
Surely enough, he was there ! :D
Then they chatted o.o then he went. O.O
then i went back home with Sean O.O
Saturday~ SLUGGED ! SLACKED PROCRASTINATE BLAH BLAH YADA YADAA!
Sunday~ went to tuition, had algebra for maths...
X_X
i hate it...
Monday and here i am. O.O Went back home with Sean and Nicholas O.O
They so mean uh, ask me to helpthem buy stuffs.
qiao cha wo! LOL
so errrrrr... went to fair price and bought 2 hello panda O.O and yanyan for both of them o.o? Nicholas u damn mean...meannie the pooh!
and bought eclipse for myself, cause he was eating it last friday?
LOL then Sean don't want go home yet, so slugged at his house down there.
Oh , and did i mention he has a great appetite?
he ate 2 hand rolls, and hello panda like within 5 min or more?
eat so fast one -.- and he gobble down 4 eclipse at one go. ._.
i eat one my tongue already numb liao. He eat 4 at one go, and still say bu la one! WDH -.-
Oh and his friend uh, On Chit damn random one. recess he suddenly shouted at me, and use his book to hit me damn freaking hard!!!! gnd lah him ._.
My reaction was, '' What the freak lah ! What's your freaking problem? Freak off lah FReaker!'' Except that I didn't use freak.
is really damn pain lor. i must consider going for a brain scan for blood clots or concussion man . later half way through lesson, i collapse how? (DRAMA) LOL!!!
but then, nevertheless, it's still really very pain lah ...
but I'm gonna apologise to him next time i saw him anw... x.x
First time use so many freak in one breaathe. LOL real life somemore... x.x
I'm a guai kid, despite my rebellious acts.
PATRIOTICISM SUCKS!
LOL haix, 1704 words.. SUCKS! so little only, despite my crappiness. DAMN SHORT !!!!
hmms... should i go and do my home econs mind map now? but don't feel like lei... procrastinator at work ;x i still haven complete home econs and english lit. independent learning homework ... :(

happy birthday !

2009-03-01T05:19:00.000-08:00

kORKOR !!

HAPPY BIRTHDaY TO YOUUUU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MENGQI ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
15 th LIAOOOOOOOOOOO!

must be more mature leix !nort sayinq tht u are nort mature now... no offence...
and qet a qf !
i wan a dasao derhh horhh !
:xxxxxxxxxxxxx
may you qet a1 for every subjects ! and qo best class !
and then qort alort frens and nonidd worry about anythinq !
and dont forqet me !!! i love you !

ShaR

emo post

2009-02-28T04:19:00.000-08:00

haix.
yesterday went to my friend's bbq party, phyllis's 18th birthday ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY! lol...
i dint get anything for her though, cause i am broke ! x.x anyways, my parents paid for all the items used okay... and also they transported us to and fro norhh... i even help to carry the heavy stuffs !
was at pit number 4
when sun was covered, i went to wade th sea. th sea is so pretty. yet so danqerous. when i was wadinq th sea, i wanted to qo deeper and deeper... until my whole clothes was wet :x
feel like dyinq..... x.x life's lame!

love came in a cute bottle together with other bottle like luck when the pelican dropped me into my parent's arms and mine was used up.

emo quote

why bother livinq when life just sucks? dyinq, is a relief.

lol

2009-01-31T04:44:00.001-08:00

lol i ate another panadol yeah !

omq today i bloqqed so much ! EW i cried !

2009-01-31T04:22:00.000-08:00

sobbb...
sobbb...
sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb....
sobbbb...
sobbb sobb

i cried just now...
cause someone ate my ferrero rocherrrrrrrrrrrrr....
T_______________T
im still cryinq...
T___T
anyone can tell me who ate my ferrero rocher? ??!
or give me lahh ...
on 14feb ...
LOL!!!!
lame reason LOLOLOL
haha... damn crappy today!
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL

oh yah ~
i just calculated !
i have been throuqh 19 friday th 13th
MUAAHAHA
but im still here, alive and kickinq...
that shows that its nort unlucky okay biaoqe...
haha
tis year qort 3 friday th 13th ,
in feb, shi tinq's bday, and also my history test... :(
in march,
in november
LOL!!!!
soooo many MUAHHAAS

happy ~
lol ~
im nort a superstitious person man!!!
LOL!!!!!!!
kekeke
lame shyt
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want my ferrero rocher back ... :(
i will find out whos th culprit !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
qrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
sobb...
LOL
im so qreedy hahaha!!!
omq lah ... th tv's showinq shenq sionq dunno wad crap...
and one of th quy sinqs badly...
LOL
im so bad !
pure evil !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so dont de zui wo...
if nort i will hate uu
LOL!
jokinq !!
dont take it seriously arhh
joke !
no offence horhh!

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ;x
th panadol's STILL nort workinqqqqqqqqqqq
can someone kill me???!?!
><

yay ~ finally audi is downloaded finish !
im qlad!
so should be you HAHA!!
you dont habb to listen to my craps anymore haha
LOL!
i qo install now ~
byebye~

p/s: qive me chocolates on 14 feb leiiiiiiiiiiii LOL im so despo HAHAHA im qonna qive chocolates too ;x but its honmei chocolates yeah
haha

p/s: qiaochu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 must teach me japp okayy ??! say okay !!!! :(

Late at nite when all th world is sleepinq, i stay up and think of uu, & i wish on a star, tht somewhr u are,thinkinq of me too.
cos im dreaming of uu tonight.till tmr, i'll be holding uu tight.
And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be thn here in my room, dreaming abt uu and me.
i hate th times spent crryinq for uu... i wish i could forqet about everythinq, AMNESIA<333>

haben feel better...

2009-01-31T03:55:00.001-08:00

sianz...
my bloq's timinq so weird...
LOL !!!
i ate 3 panadol liao...
but doesnt seem to work ...
sobbies...
or i ate too much ??
LOL!!!
haha
crappinq!
;x;x
i love crabs, thus i loved to crapp !
kekeke
excuses !
muahaha
LOLOLOLOLOL
maddenified!!!
headache is hontoni hontoni killinqq me !!!!!!
sianz... audi is STILL downloadinq...
WALAO damn slow lah !
hmmm... is this post very lonq ? or th previous post ???
qiaochu complained that its lonq :(
sorry sorry sorry sorry !!! :(
just added th web counter yeah . LOL
i kno why sean lim biao qe so many hits liao HAHA
LOLOL
okay mine was fabricated MUAHAHAHA
lol i started my hits at 30000... so help me to push it up yeah ?? keep refreshinq !
but i cant ! cause if i refresh too much, either will laq, or will hanq, or my comp will auto shut down!!! :(
LOL hahah
i so honest !
cause in inteqrity mah ...
qort tell uu quys my hits was fake one worh...
HAHAHA

p/s: homework to remind myself...
- Journal more than 100 words, on parents
-Art assiqnment, still life, My Precious (draw pencils) LOL easiest mah
-Art assiqnment, self portrait, side profile...
-lian xi ben, chapter 5 on mama de xin
-history work book, pg 23

i missed him ! T_T

Late at nite when all th world is sleepinq, i stay up and think of uu, & i wish on a star, tht somewhr u are,thinkinq of me too.cos im dreaming of uu tonight.till tmr, i'll be holding uu tight.And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be thn here in my room, dreaming abt uu and me.i hate th times spent crryinq for uu... i wish i could forqet about everythinq, AMNESIA<333>CRRY-LICIOUS! SADD-LICIOUS!

sianz... headaches...

2009-01-31T03:17:00.000-08:00

sianz lahh !!
keep havinq headaches...
and my temperature's like up and down ???
hot n' cold suit me so much.
firstly, i habb been havinq headaches cause of th lonq car rides, makinq me vomitish and headaches... and i was doinq homework thruout every journey... makinq it worse... now my headaches dont wan qo liao....
and i keep feverish, but nort very consistent...
like , keep come and qo...
irritatinq lah !
now im havinq a headache aqain...
and i still qort truck loads of homework to do worh !
sianz...
but im qlad that,
im finally able to swallow pills ! LOL
from eatinq of panadols everyday, i learnt how to swallow, without chokinq or afraid to swallow
YAY~~~
so happy !
haha...
im sooooo childishh ???
aqree ???
MUAHAHHAAAS
next time when i qo clinic i can proudly say that i can swallow pills liao !!!!!
without nurses lauqhinq at me -.- sayinq that i cant swallow LOL
or friends oso .... pointinq finqers to someone LOL
lauqh for all you want,
for ITS IN PAST TENSE NOW
hahah !
mr ng, my enqlish tuition teacher sure very happy... finally i hav no bad tenses ! HHAAHA
oh ya ...
i qort 55/100 for my enqlish paper... tuition centre one ... LOL
and th paper is a neiqhbourinq school one HAHA
and he assured me tht chunq chenq's standard will sure be hiqher, alort ! LOL!!!!!
but never mind, at least, im the hiqhest in tuition class ! -smirks-
LOL!!!!
cause, my class only qort 3 person HAHAHA
Ryan Teo, from 1CR of cchms
Yu Hui (daniel calls her xiao hua cause her name very ???), from manjustri
and ShaR-MinE , from 1 it'09 of cchms ! LOL!!!!!!!

im soooo lame !
i lurve tuition !!!
im so sad when i kno cny no tuition ...
:*(
i wan qo disiao daniel one lei !
but no chance to, sad...
haix,
lets dont brood about unhappy stuffs,
lets lauqh out loud bahh ??!
KEKEKE

aiyo, my headache's killin' me...
i qo eat 2 more panadol ...
later i kill myself cause ate too much LOL

p/s: I WANT TO SEE GHOSTS!!! IN CCHMS!!!!!! :*(

p/s: tuition notes MIGHT be updated in next post...

p/s: audi stuffs MIGHT also be updated in next post... HAHA

bye bye ~

Late at nite when all th world is sleepinq, i stay up and think of uu, & i wish on a star, tht somewhr u are,thinkinq of me too.
cos im dreaming of uu tonight.till tmr, i'll be holding uu tight.
And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be thn here in my room, dreaming abt uu and me.
i hate th times spent crryinq for uu... i wish i could forqet about everythinq,AMNESIA<3333
CRRY-LICIOUS! SADD-LICIOUS!

random post ~

2009-01-31T00:40:00.000-08:00

first of all, if you are readinq my blog, sorry sorry sorry !
i dint kno that you said hello to me.
i thought you said to sean, thus i never replied ! SORRY!! sorry ...

p/s: qrats sean, for havinq a new phone, at last ! haha! walao ! you so qood ! i want w595!!! (also)SOBBIES ...must show me at school arh ! i'll send you sonqs if you wan, provided thaat you show me your phone LOL

anyways,
yay yay yay ~

i qort into maths olympiad ! -HAPPYS-

lol enouqh of my crap ~ hahas

anyways ... i qort th form of qettinq in maths olympiad yesterday before th day before before, andd handed in after school th day before before. LOL

oh yahhh ! th day before before before before, i was late ! i dint even qo for th flaq raisinq ceremony okay ??! actually, i wasnt late, but precisely speakinq, i am. LOL
i am late cause of th thermometer thinq. i went to buy thermometer for th temperature takinq exercise... and thr is a whole truck load of people there, waitinq to buy their thermometers. to save time, i asked shiyinq to help me buy.
initialy i thouqht she wouldnt, but she did ! :) thanks !! i lurbe youu ! LOL
anyway, when th bell had ranq, we were still buyinq, frankly speakinq, i wantedd to panqseh her, but i felt quilty, so i dint. after th whole ceremony, students counsilors came and qave us a qreen paper each. we are supposed to fill in our names and class...
so, after fillinq in, i handed th paper back... th counsilors then asked us to follow them to th parade square to report to mr chua, the discipline master, and th VERY VERY VERY KIND BOOKSHOP LADY, said that she would help us 'settle' with mr chua.
i was so scared that i will be black listed lah !!!
andd we walk walk walk to the parade square, and th whole batch of students and teachers were starinq at us...
SO EMBARASSING LAH! then my whole class was askinq us what happened lah... so paiseh ><
then th auntie qo and speak to mr chua, and mr chua asked th late comers includinq us to all separate into left and riqht portions, th really late comers and those who went to buy thermometers. so easy to differentiate lorh... really late comers had baqs slinqinq, whereas we dont. there were 14 of us late for buyinq thermometers. LOL
then mr chua said,
you should qo at a earlier time to buy thermometers.
and you are supposed to have bouqht your thermometer at wednesday, why dint you ?! you should prepared your thermometers earlier!
now, qo back to class!

OMG lah. i was sweatinq all over... and loads of people were starinq at us !! ._.
then we went back class and qort our pencil case. and went to internet broadcastinq class, at th dunno whr, i and shiyinq qort lost ! we went into one wronq class room, and at least found our class rooms ! haha !

we are supposed to self introduce ourselves in our smalll qroups.
my qroup members are
Hao Yu (leader)
he was leader cause he did nort come when we were qroupinq and we all bullied him ! HAHA
(Wu) Jia Yao LOL .... no one wants him... sorry arhh joinq only
Nadine ! Barbie Girl !!!!
Le Xin Doraemon !!!
Sharmine rainie yanq LOL im so hou yan wu chi MUAHAHA

okay,
so we dint do our intro scripts, and we did it on th spot.
so hao yu starts. his nick is nan min(refuqe) cause hes very skinny and look like them lol... nort critisinq anyone.... thn in his intro, he said, xiang wo zhe yang de zi yuan jie yue zhe, na li zhao ?
(a resource saving person like me, who works alort and eat very little, where to find??)
LOL~

then jiayao one was even more funny ! HAHAHA
da jia hao, wo jiu shi chuan shuo zhong ren jian ren chuai, che jian che zhuang, guan cai jian le da kai gai de wu jia yao, wai hao wu jia ke gui ( hi all, im th legendary, everyone who sees me will kick me, cars who sees me will bang me, coffins sees me will open de wu jia yao A.K.A homeless!)
LOL
zhi yu wo wei she me jiao wu jia ke gui, xiang xiang wo de ming zi jiu ke zhi le( as for why my nick is homeless, think about my name and you will get it)
peng you men dou shuo wo huo zhe lang fei kong qi, si le lang fei tu di, huo zang lang fei ren min bi(hes china), zhu yao shi yin wei wo mei she me te da gong xian(my friends all says that me living, wastes oxygen, dies, wastes land, cremates, wastes china money)
LOL!
sui ran wo pi qi hao, ping chang yi fu hao hao xian sheng de yang zi, dan shi lao hu bu fa wei, ni dang wo shi hello kitti (i know its wrong spellinq, but thats how he wrote on th script, except th han yu ping yin part is in chinese), lao lu(v) bu fa huo, ni dang wo shi snopy(again, wrong spellinq)! ( although i have a good temper, but do you think that im hello kitty when i dont flare?or even snoopy?)
zhi yao you ren rang wo ren wu ke ren, wo jiu yi quan, yi quan bei ta da jing yi yuan li. (sound effects, CHEY!) (if someone angers me, i will one punch, get punched into hospital. )
LOLOLOLOL
then is nadine's turn,
she says she is barbie girl, and i help her sing barbie girl. LOL
thn is my turn and i sings dai wo zou
thn is le xin's turn and she sang doraemon song. LOLOLOL

and jiayao is supposed to end, but we dont have a endinq, so he anyhow say,
ban ben suo shu, ru you chao xi, bi ding zhui jiu! (copyrighted, any infringement, prepare to get a lawyer's letter)
thn th teacher say should be ban QUAN
and he repeated,
ban quan suo shu, ru you zhui jiu, bi ding chao xi! LOL!(copyrighted, any lawyer's letter, sure infringement??! ) wad he tokinq??
and he was to repeat again, this time in a very buay song voice
BAN QUAN suo shu, ru you chao xi, bi ding zhui jiu!
LOLOLOL
his ban quan damn buay song !
then playback, and i realised my voice dont sound so kiddy HAHAHA

th next day, sean's bday .
i was soooo late hahaha
durinq recess, i chionqed to bookshop for a qift to sean. LOL
after choosinq here and there, i chose a poooh bear<33333
LOL and went his class, to gave him. when i gave him he was like runninq, cause someone wanted a birthday bash, and sprayed water at him HAHAHA. serves you right!

after school, i went to his class to find him. and waited like 10mins before he came out. he was packing sooooo slowly that i almost fell asleep. (i fell asleep just now during mr chua, th DM's class, geography, he was starinq straight at me when i woke ! WDF??)
and he accompanied me to grand audi to give th reply slip for maths olympiad to mr ryan chia.
then we went to 3rd floor, but he wasnt in, thus i left th reply slip at his locker .

then sean wanted to buy drinks, and we went canteeen to buy them. when he came out, he dropped his $1 into th drain, outside th canteen. so suay...
and th drain cannort be taken out sia. and we saw 20cents inside too. LOL so many coin inside, like a wishing well, but instead is a drain HAHA

then we went to th lost and found at grand audi, and he cannort find his water bottle ... dont sad arh...

then we walked home.
when we were walkinq pass th hawker centre, we saw, angie, siying? alaster, cheng ang and justin chan.
then said hi and continued walking. we went to 7-11, to buy my prepaid card, but they were out of stock. i was sooooooooooo sad... :( then sean ask me qo hawker centre upstairs buy, and there is stock there ! YAYS~

then continued walked home.

reached home, and do homework while msninq. SO BORED! i do soooo long lorh...
cause i was slackinq, and playinq and doinq at th same time. LOL ... i do until dunno wad time sia....

lets talk about th maths quiz. its so easy ???! walao... i expected it to be harder !!!
i thought qort alort of touqh calculations, but in th end, it was so easy that i finished in 10mins. and was liquidinq th cancels away.
th ca1 compo2, was hard !
must describe when you realised you are late for school abt 30min. must focus on feelinqs somemore. i sucked !
i wrote blah blah blah, and wasted alort of time ??!
and, i wrote, in th end i realised my clock are malfunctioninq. i was just in time when i reached school...
then i realised?? after th test, i was out of context for writinq that ! HOW DUMB I WAS!
shyt lah ... sure fail one. then need redo!!! ZZZZ ...
sianz, science and maths are catchinq up with my tuition, cause i never qo durinq cny. sobbies... i sure cannort catch up with my school... when they teach wad my tuition haben learn. HAHA
one happy thinq is, i scored a A for my maths filinq ! YAYS ! i qort 5 marks secured ! :DDD

Fave sonqs currently,
Unbreakable, firflight.
Zombie, the cranberries
I kissed a girl, katy perry
hot n' cold, katy perry
dreaminq of you, selena
thats when i love you, aslyn
part of a fool, unknown
over it, katherine mcphee
face down, the red jumpsuit
i hate this part, pussycat dolls
make damn sure, taking back sunday
once upon a broken heart, the beu sisters
tatto, jordin sparks
until the day i die, story of the year
ni(you), lin yi chen
kao jing yi dian dian(come closer), lara
e zuo ju(prank), wang lan yin
hao hao ai o(love me o), by2
ni shuo wo shuo(you say i say), by2
pi pi bie nian zai yi shang(dont sit on th chair?), by2

MUAHAHA so many songs LOLOLOL!

sianz, so PMSy lately, cos my sis boyfriend keep cominq to my house and use my comp!! ZZ and sleeps alort. keep snoring when i play audi, so noisy ! how to play??!
pms = pre menstrual syndrome , but i dont hab HAHA
i dint kno tht quys will pms sia ( from hot n' cold)
haha

other than being pms-ish, i have also been so materialistic HAHA
i wanted so much stuffs !
but they are nort permanent, yeah
just wanted them at a spurt LOL
lemme list down !
-Contact lens coloured and non coloured, but i bought a violet one liao, from my kor fren's blogshop (tis desire is permanent!)
-New waterbottle, cause mine th metal hook is spoilt, cause my maid dunno do wad to it, an sod it snapped?? wdf lah... less thn one month jiu snap liao... i still usinq sia. from october til now. LONGEST SURVIVING WATERBOTTLE! HAHAHA( nort sure if its a spurt or nort.lol)
-More Cash (permanent!)
-DS! lol cause i always plays my niece one, and sorta qort hooked onto it LOL (spurt though)
-Ipod! i admire those with ipods! my hand phone memory isnt big enough to put all my fave songs!!! sobbies... (spurt bah ?)
-PSP i dont really want though. haha. (CONFIRM SPURT!)
-W980! my phone sucked ! C902! so laq ! TMD ! reqretted ! walao, my mother dont lemme buy w980... so sad... i wan a 8 gb phone ! SOBB!!!(wait price drop thn i save up and buy LOL)
-Printer walao... i keep qoinq sean's house to print timetable and stuffs, so paiseh... i nid a printer??! who sponsor ??! (DEFINITELY PERMANENT)
-Scanner. need it alort ! (PERMANENT!)
-Camera 13 mega pixels above, cause my camera now, qraphic damn blurry! nelly's one so nice ! i think my cybershot phone works better than my camera ! hahahas
-New laptop! mine is laqqinq like shyt !!!!! idiot !! :*( andd my lappy sucks... i wan sean's lappy! so cutee ! so small lah !!! easy bring out ! and my lappy weighs a TON!(permanent! qort money thn buy !)
-Watch i need a new watch !!! mine is spoiling ?? keep resetting itself!! like once every hour liddat ... i keep qettinq worked up and lost track of time cause of it ! i must knock it on floor for it to work okay?!? (PERMANENT!)
-Rainie's new album, nort yet a woman i need th lyrics !! ( PERMANENT!!)
-Harry potter's book from 2-7 i need th books !!! for my english tuition ! and im hooked to harry potter ! WHEE SO NICE HAHA(DEFINITELY!)
-Sneakers! my sneakers are old, and cant fit so comfortable liao ... i always buy cheapo ones. my bro ask my mother buy him $50 plus one thn she buy lei... my mother dont allow me to even buy 30 plus ones... sadd :( (nort really wanted it, haha.. lazy tie shoes laces and i wear so slowly)
-Slippers... LOL mine, aqain cheapo one, is spoilinq! LOL ("permanent)
-more money ~ YAYS! more money = more cash
-a new guitar acoustic, cause mine very old...(nort really wan it, spurt !)
-electronic guitar LOL i wan qo learn haha (spurt !!!!!)

HAHAHA I SO GREEEDY !
but no mroe ! HA

p/s:sianz... im very bored lately ! yesterday i do hw like siao... still qort sia! and my mother's lappy dl audi sooo lonq ! i post tis post like 1hour, haben finish ?? LOL 50% nia haha !
i promise, i will take a list of my audi items and post one ! DAMN? BORED! nothinq to post....so crap alort lorhh LOL !
HAHA

th end of my post muahahha

Late at nite when all th world is sleepinq, i stay up and think of uu, & i wish on a star, tht somewhr u are,thinkinq of me too.
cos im dreaming of uu tonight.till tmr, i'll be holding uu tight.
And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be thn here in my room, dreaming abt uu and me.
i hate th times spent crryinq for uu... i wish i could forqet about everythinq, AMNESIA<333>
CRRY-LICIOUS! SADD-LICIOUS!

happehh birthdehh ~

2009-01-30T07:17:00.000-08:00

happehh birthdehh to youu ~
happehh birthdehh to youu ~
happehh birthdehh to sean~
happehh birthdehh to youu ~

LOL im so LAME!

MUAHAHAHAS

maddenified!

Late at nite when all th world is sleepinq,i stay up and think of uu, & i wish on a star, tht somewhr u are,thinkinq of me too.
cos im dreaming of uu tonight.till tmr, i'll be holding uu tight.
And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be thn here in my room, dreaming abt uu and me.

i hate th times spent crryinq for uu... i wish i could forqet about everythinq, AMNESIA ! <333

CRRY-LICIOUS! SADD-LICIOUS !

miraculous, huh?

2009-01-25T11:34:00.000-08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO

A MIRACLE HAPPENEED !?!?!?!?!!?!?

haha... dont wan tell uu quys wads th miracle, but ask me or nelly for more details ~

LOL!

i just realised, i am much much much much much much much much much much happier riqht now ! :DDD

Quote : sometimes, retnurninq back to normal, miqht be th best thinq to do -- ShaR-MinE

Quote : lovinq someone doesnt mean havinq him. from far seeinq him, widd his qf, happily, miqht be th best way to qo ! ShaR-MinE

Late at nite when all th world is sleepinq, i stay up and think of uu, & i wish on a star, tht somewhr u are,thinkinq of me too.
cos im dreaming of uu tonight.till tmr, i'll be holding uu tight.And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be thn here in my room, dreaming abt uu and me.
i hate th times spent crryinq for uu... i wish i could forqet about everythinq, AMNESIA ! <33>
crry-licious! sad-licious!

TUITION !!

2009-01-16T00:01:00.000-08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEE ~

anyone wants tuition ????! !!
DLTC - A Simple Way to Learn ~
DLTC = Daniel Leck Tuition Centre ... ( -.- i know very lame lah ._.)

anyways ... MATHS TUITION ROCKS ~~!! ANYONE WANNA JOIN ???
there is english , science , maths tuition ~ from p4 - JC 2 ~
and science has chemistry biology and physics and so on and forth lah -.-

anyways ??!?! can someone please join my tuition ?? $100 bucks only ~ per month, 4 sessions, 1 and half hour each :) quite cheap !

and the time i'm in is
Sunday
Science - 2pm - 3.30pm (might be changing soon.. i wan to go 12nn class cause my fren is in !)
Maths - 3.30pm - 5pm
and
Wednesday
English - 7.30pm - 9pm

and th contents will be like errm.... for science is the tcher provide slideshows and teach ?
and after learning we go whiteboard do ? LOL th teacher i forgort wad name X_X
maths ROCK ON ! maths is th principal aka daniel teach one ... we will need to buy a maths text book, $21 from him :) and then he will teach us lah. and then go whiteboard and do speed maths ... example 19-27+34+43-58-66-76+81 = -50 lah and im suppose to do in 2min lah ._. and i usually take 2min + LOL cos i too dumb X_X ... the book is published by Shinglee th green and orange one O.O and cchms is usinq its workbook but nort textbook ._. LOL
english i haben start yet worh... next week thn start :) but th english will be based on harry potter series lah . like comprehension use harry potter debating compo use harry potter oso oral oso lorh LOL and for th maths class right, daniel say mid year and end of year exams if get 80% above treat us go watch movie ~ lol like class outing liddat but if nv get right, pay urself LOLOLOL and if u join till end of sec 4 thr will be a D&D thingy... dinner and dance if im nort wrong... SO WHY WAIT LAH ! JOIN WIDD ME !!!!!!! :)

hmmm ... so thats about it lorh ...
to see th blog is at http://dtlc9.blogspot.com/ and email is dltc6@hotmail.com if you wan more details can tag me LOL and i sms/email u phone number of daniel aka daniao LOL ...
and th centre is at roxy square, next to park way thr LOL ... opposite th giant thinqy
andd dont spam th EMAIL HORH ... if nort i tio meh T__T

andd anyone wants to see my notes ??? i can post on blog LOL

2009-01-15T05:15:00.000-08:00

today was a nice day ! ... except tht i cant open my locker ._.

anyways ~
i went to th MRL during recess ~
thr sooooo many books sia <333
i miqht consider beinq a librarian LOL
i borrowed fruit basket, 1-4 LOL whole series thr lei ??!

oh yah

one more terrible thinq ...

i read th comics durinq th maths class right...
i finish ALL my work liao horh
and i get wad she means oso
thn she wan to confiscate :(
lucky she asked my class for whether to confiscate anort...
thn they say dont nid lah ...

OMG LAH

I IT !!! I LOVE YOU GUYS ~ LALALAL

home economics rocks !!!!! YAY ! i cooked stir fried dno wad mee LOL
yay ~ i cooked th same thinq as ryan teo ~ but i dint overcook th chicken LOL

fruit basket manga series is nice ! :P

2009-01-15T04:44:00.000-08:00

No la, listen carefully, I LIKE DARREN. But shut up LOL -- Sujata

proof to wad sean lim posted ytd ~ LOL

sean's ''gay'' and purple msn ~

his cute bro watchinq tv

sean usinq comp ! comp nerddd !

sean act cute sehh ~ LOL

his email ... i only managed to took one pw letter :(

his bro and his picca in a file and i took th picca of it LOL

took when i went to sean house to print time table LOL

lol proofs

2009-01-15T04:37:00.000-08:00

the letter ~
the name in book #48

the cheque ~ measely sum of $15 ~

sianz

2009-01-15T04:15:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to sean lim's house after school ...
beinq to notice board representative ... -.- i have to wait for sean lim to finish his notice board stuff.... thus after tryinq out my new locker :) i went to his class to disiao him LOL

sean uu good lah make me wait 2hours for u ! then finally i went to his house and printed out th timetable and self picca for self portrait ._____.

and u kno th night after i went sean house ??! my thumbdrive stuffs ALL GONE !!!
like been re formatted liddat... ... SOBS

and after goinq to his house i went back and change and go tuition briefinq on english ~ LALALA
th english teacher is mr ng... lol ... 26 years old ... andd we will be usinq harry potter series which i have never read before to do english ! X_X

oh ya ~ good news ~ LOL rmb tht time i said i won a prize in book #48 Their Master's Grave in chapter 9 and 10 page 97 to 102 based on the scary bone right ... and they gave me $20 only ~ lalala better thn nothing

andd i just now received a letter that says

14 January 2009

Sharmine Teo Wan Pin
Blk 1 Pine Close
#blah blah blah
singapore 390***

Dear Sharmine,
YOU'RE AN MM WINNER!
Congratulations! You are a winner in the latest Double Dare Mr Midnight Story Contest.
You have won for yourself a prize of S$15.
You are also invited to the launch of blah blah blah blah shyt
Call me if you have any queries.
lols.... idk wads tht lah -.- and my latest entry was my lost voice... and in th letter oso nv mention which book issit in oso -.- sianzzzzzz
andd nelly ~ the new book u gave me horh ... behind gort my piccca ~ LOL damn fat and ugly :(

2009-01-15T03:59:00.000-08:00

taken at th concourse ~ WOW th scenery is DAMN beautiful lah !<3 my bro slpinqq ~ LOL his pose so niceeeeeee haha

LEXIN ! <33> SEAN LIM ~ got cha ~ LOL sneak attack from behind sean lim ! andd his umbrella ~

gay pose ! SISTER ~!

a cute turtle lyinq at th chung cheng lake's lamp post ... th lamp cant take th weight and sank... as u can see LOL ... i was thr ard 10mins liddat and th tortise dont wan get down LOL but its ALIVE ~ it keeps waving th flipper LOL i guess th wind is too comfy for th tortise to come down :D (sorry for th blur picca... i zoomed in alort alort )

quoted by sean

2009-01-14T06:38:00.000-08:00

a philosophy which i thought was very nice... LOL

people who are abnormal tend to say people who are
normal is abnormal to appear normal

quotedd by sean lim ... LOL

sianz

2009-01-13T02:15:00.001-08:00

hmmm... today had the han shen briefing thinqy ... total costs $119 ... should i buy ?

._.

ummm then after that met sean at the gate and went home together ...
i finally got someone to accompany me to walk back home :D
LOLS ~ so if everyday both of us dismiss same time will be walkinq home together lorh ...
and his friend say i lesbian and he gay LOL
we keep hi5-ing each other like kee siaos
never minds ~
1 it most of them know i lesbian liao :D
MUAHAHAHAH

when we walked home together, sean said wanted to buy harbour cards ? andd went to buy together lol ...

then i bathe and some seniors msned me ?
lols -.-
ask me intro gals to him LOL

im damn lame LOL

short post X_X

lol

2009-01-13T02:07:00.000-08:00

yesterday's english speech and drama was damn funny! we were asked to add on story ideas and remember it ..
and ours is like this

there is a guy named peter, and had a girlfriend called Jaydee. she was very ugly. she likes a guy named Justin.he had a hamster named Yong Jia. and he loved Yong Jia very much.one day Yong Jia died. Justin buried him and was very sad and bought another hamster called Donovan. Jaydee confessed her love for a new boyfriend named Daryl. they kissed and got married. they had a child named ShuXuan. Daryl had an affair with julia and had a child named Jane. Jane hated Donovan and killed it.

lolslols !!! thats how th last person is supposed to memorise. and i added th part where Jaydee confessed ! LOLS ... the rest of the parts about th marriage and affair and childrens dont concern mi... daryl... dont come find me ! andd those names that are capitaled is those in my class. the rest, are just fabricated.

ima les

2009-01-10T03:24:00.000-08:00

weeeeeeeee ~
ima les
ima les
ima les
ima les ~
i kissed a girl ~
LOLs~
guess why ima les ? LOLS

ima les !

sob

2009-01-10T03:23:00.000-08:00

i wan to forget u ... but i cant ...

i simply cant !!

anyone can tell me how ?

2008-12-24T09:36:00.000-08:00

Last week was dong zhi ~ andd myy mother made mi to make tang yuan
-.- LOL lols tis is it LOL

This is th bigg doughh nice shape right ? ;)

this is myy teddy bear <333>

My pooh bear !!!!!!!! <3333333333333333>

My doggieee :D

My ShaMao , given by nelly ! nellyy i love u andd shamao !!! meowyy <33

My another pooh bear, given by daniel ~

MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS~

a new year is coming soon yeahh ... andd so is my bday !1

rmb to wishh mi happy bday pls ~

i only wan a happy bday,

nth else ! :D

pls fulfill myy unreasonable request !

thanks ~

secondary sch life is starting ... hows everyone feelingg ? to me, im very emo sia... verry sadd yet happy at th same time, dno how describe lah ! LOLS

interesting quiz

2008-12-21T23:32:00.000-08:00

This is the quiz nelly tagged me to do.

Rules:1. Put your iTunes or Media Player or etc on"Shuffle" mode. (Media Player)

2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 

3. YOU MUST WRITE THE SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 

4. Put comments in brackets after the song name.(if possible) 

5. Tag People.---Are you male or female? Rolling Star - YUI (Bleach)
errr... i dont understand th lyrics... but im a gal ! :D

Describe yourself.  Wake Up Call - Maroon 5
ima slpyyheadd ><>宇宙小姐 - S.H.E
be a perfectionalist ? LOLS thats impossible ;x

If someone say "is this okay" you say... Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift
lol... of cos it is ! IM EMOPUNK!!! tis song so emo <3333 oh yeahh babe

How would you describe yourself? I Will Be Very Good To You - Audition (LOL)
Don't understand the song lyrics? :D

What is your life's purpose? 理想情人 - 楊丞琳
be a li xiang qing ren/ perfect lover ?! LOLS!!!!!!

What is your motto? Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan
welcome all to my life ~ LOLS

What do your friends think of you? Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
they wont go home without me ~ LALALA JOKING

What do you think of your parents? I'm Sorry I Can't Be Perfect
Sorrry mummy andd papa ... SORRY I CANT BE PERFECT ~

What do you think about very often? Too Little Too Late - JoJo
life is a tad too little andd too late ..

What is 2+2? 酸甜 - S.H.E
errrr... idk ... i threw myy intellect away ~ LOLS its too suan tian for mi to take it DIAO

What do you think of your best friend? Cute Without The E - Taking Back Sunday
lol .... THEY ARE DAMN DAMN DAMN CUTE AND KAWAII WITH TH "E"!!! OKAYYY DONT INSULT THEM !!!! ( plural for mi )

What is your life's story? 任意門 - Rainie Yang
ren yi men ? lols ... idk lah

What do you want to be when you grow up? Shut Up And Drive - Rihanna
lol ... idk wadd i wan to be, but im definitely nort gonna be a chauffeur to let pple order ard ~

What will you dance to at your wedding? Happy Together -Simple Plan
happy together widd th guyyy ~ LOL

What will they play at your funeral? 稻香 - 周杰倫
i dont mind tis song ~ LOl be contented that thr are pple to come to my funeral LOL

What is your hobby/interest? Alones - Aqua Times
being emo andd aloneee ? LOL

What is your biggest fear? Que Yang - Rainie Yang
out of oxygen ?? in terms of relationship LOL

What is your biggest secret? Crush - David Archuleta
i habb a crush on someone ~ LOL andd that person is .... IM GONNA DISCLOSE IT ............................................................................................................. NELLY AND JIAYI LOLOL IM A LES ~

What do you think of your friends? Me Love - Sean Kingston
i love them !!!!!! THEY ARE CUTEE AND KAWAIIIIIII

What will you post this as? Stop and Stare - OneRepublic
stop and stare at this entry and do this quiz

Tag 5 ppl to do this quiz: Jiayi , Yuan Zhen , Belinda , Milo korkor , An Tong

EWWW new schhhhh !!! WORHHHH

2008-12-18T22:46:00.001-08:00

YAY !!! i gort into myy first choice , CCHMS!!!!!!! WOOHOOO LOLSSS

l0ls.... i woke upp on 1pm ytddd .. dhn i realise ... TODAY IS POSTING DAY SIA ... dhn nelly smsed mi if i knew my sch i was posted to yet.... dhn i go moe webbie checkk !!! I WAS IN CCHMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL chill, gal ! nelly damn ke lian lahh .... go cedar alone ! appeal to cchms !!!!

lolslols ... i walked to chungcheng todayy morning ... i was awoke at 5am -.- nth to do dhn i go audi lols... dhn i 7.50 came out ... andd walk walk walk walk LOL ... i reached chungcheng exactly at 8.10 WAKAKA 20min walk onlyyyyyyyyyyyy ..... hehes

lol i reach thr alort pple siaaaa... andddd i was in class integrityyyyyyyyyyyy ...!!! HOW !! i dont habb that !! LOLS okayy mayybe some onlyyyyyyy .____.

i saw sean lim, si ying, an tong, shu yun, carrin, jin tat, qiao mei, grace, angie and likai anddd alort more andd one guyy from myy tuition center !!i cant rmb lols STM SIA

lols ... 1it bo hws pple one ~~~~~~~ T_________T lols ...

aft buyying boooks andd stuffs , -.- i go th sch gate wait for myy father to come andd pick mi rofl... andd at th gate i knew a guy same class as mi one his psle score higher than mine sia ... -.- 245 + 2 ee i so nub lols.... actually nort i kno one... is my mother know one hahahaha ... dhn theyy at gate waiting for taxi mahh but no taxi actually ventures into that vincity, so my father drop them off at kallang lols ... so goood horhh ! hahas ... i so lame siaaaaaa -.-

i still haven bought myy pe tshirt andd th shirt is wrong size ._______________. -.-
sian diaooooo tmr nidd go chng th shirt siaa -.-

ookayy i go playy audi lerhh
buaiix ~

tuition started !!

2008-12-16T01:22:00.000-08:00

omg .... secondary one tuition finally started !!! todayy i so hard to wake up norh.. actually is everydayy ;x i woke up at 9.30 when my tuition is suppose to be at 10 !! wdf ????

so i packed my stuff and blah blah blah dhn went out...

if it wasnt for meowyy sms i wont be having tuition just now...
THANKS MEOWYY!!

secondary one tuition damn hard lahh !!! zzz... i was learning real numbers(numbers that can be typed in a calculator) .... weird horhh... -.-

natural numbers for numbers that we use to count
integers include ...,-3,-2,-1, 0, 1, 2, 3, ...
rational numbers is our fraction and decimals
irrational numbers is square roots prime number**

**prime numbers is numbers that only have two factors, 1 and itself, thus 1 is nort a prime number nor a composite number***

***composite numbers is numbers that have more than two factors

prime numbers: 2, 3, 5, 7, 11, 13, 17, 19, 23, 29, 31, 37, 41
composite number:4,6,8,9,10,12,14

and th hardest is prime factorisation... which means to take out prime number... -.-
example : 100
take out 2 : 50
take out 2 : 25
take out 5 : 5
: 1

100 = 2 to th power of 2 TIMES 5 = ???

but wadd he did was for us to solve 5digit numbers in 1min-.- wdf.... prime factorisation sucks !

and daniel ask mi to memorise perfect squares from 1 to 25 !!! zzz... and 25 to 79 will be using another method, and 80-100 using another method too ... ;x
but so far im only able to rmb until 15 only .... ><

okayyy.. im gonna end my post !
BYES~

siannified

2008-12-13T21:30:00.000-08:00

haiix.. these few dayys nth to do one... siann !!!!!

grandchase is nort appealing to mi now... since i so nub lols.. and no one wan pei wo train... audi oso .. cos everyone never on9 one ... saddenified ...

18 dec is coming soon... how are u guys feeling ? anxious? anticipated ? excited? happy? sad? lol.. i gort split personality.. right now im feeling all lols!

i go msn lerh ..

audi is soo lag !

2008-12-10T06:17:00.000-08:00

today im so fed up widd audi larhh !!!!

AUDI IS SO FREAKING LAG !!!!!

lag until ... i play club dance everyone is different dance steps ! nort synchornised at all !!!! and due to th stupid lag , th club beocmes a solo club -.-

i hate th laggggggggggggggggg!!!

okayy ... stop toking abt audi... it makes mi mad !!! lols ><

i was watching Miss No Good starred by Rainie Yang :DD and Wilber Pan lols! very nice sia !!! rainie's hair look so bombastic ! and her voice so qian bian lol... shes like la bi xiao xin .. and very exaggerated .. she is so dumb in tis show lols! like shes gort th iq of a 8years old, dont even kno when wilber is scolding her . LOLS! its very nice ! worth watching !

lols ... very short post... nth to post abt !!! ;x

nth to do

2008-12-08T16:56:00.000-08:00

tan yao shen aka reborn flys up with my black magic 3rd skill!!he let mi derh LOLS**
tis is in pvp

this skin very simple right? simple and sweet .. lols .. shld be short and sweet. grandchase very sian sia... same as maple derhh.. okay larh at least better than maple. i still haven get my ryan lei... i wan my ryan !!!!

my ronan lvl 15 (magic knight) special character

elesis : lv20 (warrior)

arme : lv8 (magician)

lire : lv3 (archer)

las:lv4 (assasin) special character

ryan : lv0 (dno wads th job) special character

grandchase is better than maple because it has alort characters... and quite a few modes a.k.a PVP or player versus player.. however, i always lose so i hated playing.. i gort 94 lose and 31 win

and the 31 win wad my frens who helped mi lemme kill derhh ..

grandchase oso gort alort of mission.. to get equips and stuffs... something like gunbound, with a room and u go in and get rdy and th game will start.. however it is in a limited map like if u go trial forest it will only be th trial forest norh, unlike maple, whr u can go anywhr... and 2x exp!!

and its like maple private server (: can revive 3 times in a game and if u still have bonus or natal ring, u can revive 3 more times... and somemore, u only have to cre8 1 acct for you to play ALL th characters ..

and th cash is quite cheap :DD i wanna buy pet ~ Luna <333

but thr is one disadvantage that is ..................... ALL th characters is gals ! lol! so if u are a guy, no matter wad, u will still be a gal in grandchase LOLS ... whereas gals wont chng their gender! hehehs

oh yarhh ... another disadvantage.. when u are in a game, when u come out , th conversations u have spoken in th game wont be recorded down when u come out from th game... so i always have to ask my frens to repeat themself.... if u are a slow poke like mi ... haizz too bad :P

LOLS im advertising grandchase so much for ? i oso dno lols... nvm ... trying to attract pple to play with mi ... http://www.grandchasesea.com/

andd... thr is some jumping quests in some maps... I ALWAYS DIE LARH !! T_T

and like maple(real),it mus go thruu a mission to get to second job.. a.k.a elesis to spearman dhn to swordmaster walao ehh... th mission for jjob chng damn hard larh..

elesis to spearman must get ten medals obtained from dno wad monster... and 300 spear fragments... i only gort 37 now... zzzz.... and 0 medals ...

5th day alr lei... all because of meowyy !! u kope my medals !!

okayy the mission i jus mentioned is worn out which is u use th game money to buy ... the nort worn out one mus use cash to buy 50 spear fragment and 1 medal but th mission cost 2700cash .. okay larhh.. nort very expensive..

but for th special characters a.k.a. ronan, las and ryan, mus buy mission to get them and th mission is quite hard unless u have frens...

th unspecial characters, which is elesis, arme , and lire , these three at th start was given to u .. at lvl0 so u must train it urself, and use th unspecial characters to gain special characters...

and thr's a new job for ronan !! dragon knight !! can use dragon skills ! so COOL ..

in ronan first job oso very cool ! white magic can freeze in the 3rd skill, black magic dmg very high !!! it can make th mobs fly up ! **

** white and black magic are only for magicians and magic knights

okayy larhh i end tis post liao .. ggo play gc (:

another and another quiz...

2008-12-08T04:18:00.000-08:00

1.) Name a friend from A-Z:
A- An Tong
B- Nobody
C- Clare
D- Daniel
E- Nobody
F- Fang Yi
G- Nobody
H- Hwee Lee
I- Nobody
J- Jeanette
K- Nobody
L- Li Kai
M-Meowyyy
N- Nelly
O- Nobody
P- Patricia
Q- Queenie
R- Reborn a.k.a Tan Yao Shen
S- Stephanie
T- Tan Yao Shen LOLS
U- Nobody
V- Valerie Lim
W- Wilson
X- Xin Hwee
Y- Yuan Zhen
Z- Zhang Wan Qi

2)R&S can be together in a BoyGirl relationship(reborn & stephanie)?
they dno each other.... o.o

3) How is L related to you(li kai)?Friend norhh ...

4) Does Y know Z(Yuan Zhen & Zhang Wan qi)?
NOOOOO

5) If C betray you, will you kill him/her(Clare)?
shes too kind to betray anyone larhhh ...

6) If K steals your boyfriend, wad will you do(nobody)?
nobody steals my boyyfriend ... dhn wadd do i do ? lol ... nobody lei ... and i dont have a boyfriend... okayy larhh another scenario ..
if someone steal ur boyfriend , wad will u do ?
kill him or her :) as easy as that (assuming i gort a boyfriend)

7) Wad if B tell you tat he/she has a crush on you(nobody)?
nobody tell mi dhn neh minds lorhhh .. -.-

8) Will you and M get into fight(meowyy)?
yes... we just did... but made up lerhh :)

9) Who does R have a crush on(Reborn)?
idk .... me barhh ?? LOLS im joking...

10) If G calls you a bitch, wad will you do(nobody)?
Kill nobody lorhh ...

Tag 10 people to do this quiz:
Yuan Zhen
Nelly
milo
Jeanette
Hwee Lee
belinda
qiao mei
qiao chu
stephanie
clare
1)See above

2) What the relationship between you and E(Nobody)?... =.="'

3)Who is I's best friend(nobody)?
nobody derhh best fren arhh ... ??????? how i kno ????????

4)Who does Z likes(Zhang wan qi)?
Er...Dont kno

5) What colour does Y likes(Yuan Zhen)?
pink and purple

6)Where does G lives(nobody)?
nobody lives in nobody world ~

7)Did you and C have a fight before(clare)?
yes... LOLS

8)Who is H's best friend(s)(Hwee Lee)?
idk... me !!!

9)What can you say about T(tanyaoshen)?
funny and cute

10)What if W tells you that she has a crush on you , you will...(wilson)
hes my bro ... -.-

11) Get another 5 persons to do it:
Yuan Zhen
nelly
belinda
HweeLee
milo

another quiz

2008-12-08T03:54:00.001-08:00

1. The person who tagged/passed me this is:JiaYi BFF

The relationship between him/her is
BFF and unauthorised lesmate lols joking

3.Your 5 impression of him/her is:
Short Funny Caring Friendly Kind

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you was:
EVERYTHING most imptly is being my fren <333333333333333 color="#ff0000" size="5">i hereby declare that I AM NOT A LESBIAN!!!!!!!

7.If he/she becomes your lover, things that he/she would need to improve on?
Change gender lor...LOLs

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you would?
NO WAY !!! screw u !! dont ask tis kind of hypothetical qns !

9.If he/she becomes your enemy, what would?KILL MYSELF

10.The most desired thing you would want to do for him/her?
fulfill her utmost dreams whatever it takes , even my life <33 color="#ff0000" size="5">THANKS !! I LOVE U GUYYS !!! <333333333

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you'd want to know, how they feel about you.
1.MILO
2.belinda
3.Hwee Lee
4.Yuan Zhen
5.Qian Hui
6.Nelly
7.An Tong
8.Qiao Chu
9.Queenie
10.Jeanette

1. Who is (6) (Nelly) having a relationship with?
how th hell do u think i kno ? go ask her larhh

2.Is (9) (Queenie) a male or a female ?
FEMALE~ shes chio ~

3.If (7) (An Tong) and (9) (Queenie) are together, would it be a good thing?
NO!! they are nort les and they dont kno each other well... barhh.. and ...!! wattana and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _will be damn sadd!

4.What is (2) (Belinda) studying about?
Er...leisure and resort management

5.When is the last time you spoke to (3) (Hwee Lee)?
The day we got our PSLE result .... i think ? cos i asked her her results...

6.What kind of music does (8) (Qiao Chu) like?
nort very sure... but i kno she like music!

7.Does (1) (milo) have any siblings?
YES duh ! im his sis leix ...

8.Will you woo (3) (Hwee Lee) ?
maybe..... LOLS

9.How about (7) (An Tong)?
hmmm.... nort very possible ... cos if i woo her _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ how lei... he kill mi barhh ! lols .. jkjk

10.Is (4) (Yuan Zhen) single?
idk? maybe ?

11.What's the surname of (5) (Qian Hui) ?
Liew

12.What's the hobby of (10) (Jeanette) ?
Er...how i kno arhhh ... i nort her o.o

13.Does (5) (Queenie) and (9)(Queenie) get along well?
Think so...

14.Where is (2) (Fanny) studying at?
temasek polytechnic ! same as my sis!

15.Tell something casual about (1) (Milo)
drummer and anime addicted... and attached

16.Where does (9)(Xinyao) live at?
crawford lane !

17.What colour does (4) (Yuan Zhen) like?
purple and pink ? idk

18.Are (1)(Milo) and (5)(Qian Hui) good friends?
pls larh dude... get a life ... ask SMART qns nort stupid ones... they dont even kno each other lei !!!

19.Is (7)(An Tong) the sexiest person in the world?yes ...? if nort _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ wont say she quite chio...

20.What is (6) (Nelly) doing now?
in hongkong ... idk wads shes doing lol... i nort stalker paisehh -.-

quiz

2008-12-08T03:25:00.001-08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.
i was tagged by JiaYi
Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people
1.Milo korkor
2.An Tong
3.Shi Ting
4.Qiao Chu
5.Hwee Ling
6.Belinda
7.Qiao Mei
8.Carrin

1. What have you been doing recently?
audi and gcing

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yes,bo batt de shi hou. LOLS

3. What happened at 10 am today?
gcing barhhhh

4. When did you last cry?
long time bo cry lerhh. i think is th first dayy of june holidayys. LOLS so long ago x.x

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
YES!

6. What do you want in your life now?
someone liking mi lol and get into cchms

7. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
idk o.o nv been in a relationship before marhhh . lame qn -.-

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No larhh . wear other pple clothes for? pervert issit?

9. What was the last movie you caught.
dno ~ STM acted up .!! sianzxz

10. Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
yes o.o

11. Who always makes you laugh?
idk lei....

12. Do you speak languages other than english?
yes i speak mandarin and japanese norhh .i always have jap duels widd my kor -.-

13. Favourite website(s)?
http://animeseason.com/ LOLS

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
audi and gcing ~ AGN

15. What do you think you are like?
stupid dumb idiotic bakalistic saddistic crazy sot siao mad funny emo

16. Who will you choose to die with?
reborn norhh and my family <33333333333333>< ._. -.- o.o :] 25. What is life to you? life is life -.- 26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do? cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 27. Who did you last chat with on msn today? dream korkor from audi <3333><

37. Who is closer to you?
my sis and kor

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
play audi whole dayyy

39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
i dont trust anyone, even myself

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
zzzz.... another stupid one ... DUH i seen it ! u nv mehh ? mountain tortise sia ...

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
get into cchms norh and someone liking mi ... EHH i ans a similiar one before lerh larhhhhhhh dont repeat ur qns lei !!!!!!!!!!!

42. What is your goal for this year?
Get into CCHMS lorh ~

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes ...

44. What feeling do you love the most?
satisfaction and love

45. What feeling do you hate the most?
hatred and jealousy

46. Do you really think it's global warming now?
YES

47.Do you like doing quizzes?
yes narhh.. if nort i wont be typing out dumb ans :P

48. Do you believe in gods?
yes ! i believe in everything that pple tell mi ~ see i so innocent <333 lols jkjk

49. Who cares for you the most?
My family. and FRENS omg i love u guyys <33333

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?.
$$ im very money minded and romance narhh ...

51. What will you bring when you fight?dying will and weaponsssssss lol

i have moved here :DD

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i have moved here :DD LOLS

crazy with GrandChaseSEA and AuditionSEA. lols ... sian larhh . everydayy nth to do ... ._.

so play and play and play norhh :P

i submited on th S1 form on th last dayy ! i guess im th last to submit barhh lols...

first choice : Chung Cheng High School Main a.k.a CCHMS

second choice : Tanjong Katong Secondary School a.k.a TKSS

third choice : Tanjong Katong Girls' School a.k.a TKGS lols im being lame -.-

fourth choice : Cedar Girls' School

5th choice : Geylang Methodist Secondary School

6th choice : Broadrick Secondary School

lols ... lame choices ... i MUST put CCHMS and BSS due to my sis and bro pressurisation...

if nort i lan duo put. and myy sis ask mi dont go girl's school . LOL

currently in reborning state ;D a.k.a stoning state lols!

short post and im gonna go play audi lol... someone pei wo wan leix . :P